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Friday, June 27, 2008
Muahahaa...You're a lucky peep, reader! For today me, Erawind, IS FREE AND HAPPY!!! Woo hoo...even though now's late, around 11 o'clock, I suppose I'll post up lots of PICTURES!!! I know everyone appreciates pictures more than words...they do speak more volumes than a thousand alphabets. XDFirstly, I'll show you...our newest family member and the SMALLEST ONE...and she is...ONIGIRI-CHAN!!! Our dearest hamster will find herself appearing on Wind Wanderer's stage today without the need to catwalk! Haha, ready for 2 pictures of that ADORABLE LITTLE HAMSTER??? (Sorry the quality isn't good but forgive me, I took it with my handphone and it's DARK-.-)
Next up, we're gonna stroll into the realm of art! (Though I'm NOT VERY SURE that you'll be impressed bwahahahaaaa - and I don't bother.) Okies...since I had done quite some works these days, I suppose I'll just post them up as a treat for you bored readers. XP It's in listing order with TITLES.1. Cha-Cha Dance PoseDescription: Inspired by the dance lesson on Cha Cha which we had in school. Drew this right after I got back to class before having CLE with Mrs Jay.
2. The End of Wind's FenceDescription: A figment of my imagination. Shows a fence and a girl, the guardian of the wind, standing before it. Represents that this fence marks the realm of peace and tranquility, and beyond it, there lies a sea of forbidden hinderers and new adventures of the wind.
3. Arian of the Aqua
Description: A self-created story character, Young Lunaerian prophetess who guards the aqua routes underland. Groups up with 2 other legendary Lunaerian prophetesses, Ellea of the Winds and Nelpeth of the Moons. High phenomenal prophesying skills of the tripled prophecy group roam throughout the lands, and Arian foretold the death of their partner Nelpeth, followed by the fall of Lunaeria under Zonarch and Genesevian hands in book 7 of the Ennead. 
4. Sink into the Music
Description: Modern life is chucked with stress, everyday problems and self-consuming competitiveness of environment. Why not search for a day, take yourself free from the loads of burdens, sit on a simple bench and enjoy the essence of music? 
5. Lost Girl
Description: (Phone Camera was too small to take in the whole picture, so it looks a little hard and stiff. Forgive me for the quality of this...) Shows a girl with a cape standing on the path of the wind, behind her being the sun and the horizon which never ends. She is, in fact, lost, and wandering aimlessly through the lands in search for something she knew she had been bound to lose...is it her spirit? Love? Energy? Emotions? No one knows...except the wind whispering an undecipherable code... 
6. Teresa on the Beach (Denise's Illustration Job 1 - Unfinished)
Description: A classmate Denise wanted to publish an anthology of poems, told me to help her illustrate and flesh up her characters. This is Teresa, her main female protagonist, and in this scene she was supposed to stand on a beach holding a seashell and examining it with slightly sad eyes. Character design finished, first stage of pencil shading and layering completed, beach and background not yet completed. In progress.
7. Can-Can (Experiment Gone Faulty)
Description: This is one of the MOST TERRIBLE PICTURES I'VE DONE THESE DAYS. I just felt like putting it up so you can get a feel of how terrible it is, u know...the terrible feeling I've been trying to convey in my previous posts...Shows an idiotic woman (supposed to look idiotic but looks happily drunken) wearing the...more solemn can-can clothes, Azzy's idea to get me to try out something REFRESHING AND NEW, turns out like a horrendus lump of...o.O
8. Silent Grin (Tiffy's Choice)
Description: Originally supposed to depict this Brock character from a book, but the hairstyle did not turn out to meet my expectations. This guy has messy hair and wears olden plain student robes. Tiffy-oneechan liked it though, she says she loved the eyes and found him cute. Oh well, ignore the words "Brock" then. This will be put up for Tiffy so she can photocopy, meanwhile you guys can take a meaningless look at it if you want. 
9. Snipe Ponytail (Unfinished - Tiffy's Choice)
Description: Tiffy wanted me to try out ponytail hairstyles on guys with the type of eyes she liked, you know...the squarish gentle type? LOOK AT THE PICTURES WOULDYA, GET AN IDEA BEFORE CONTINUING. This guy wears a bit of olden clothing, has a black ponytail, put up once again for Tiffy's photocopying process, when you others can push your nose in for a look too.
End of photoshow. Back to normal life story, today I bought a hamsterball for Onigiri. Cost like...$7.50 which earned a huge bankrupt for me which shook my wallet like hell. But Onigiri LOVED IT!!! I managed to catch her out of her cage and put her inside the ball so she can roll around the house and explore and have fun, or rather more freedom, so she was like SOOOO EXCITED! WOOHOO!!!That's worth it isn't it? $7.50 is worth it for Onigiri to be happy! XD
Denise wants to publish a book. Says that she wants to write a series of poems to compile into a story, and she's gonna try sending it to this editor called...Clara or something, a person she met in church. She wants to give publishing a try so yeah...and I told her that including names inside the poems without fleshing them out would be boring.
So she has 2 choices, one to write a book before that to introduce the characters and make the readers understand while reading the story, and another to get an illustrator. So she wanted me to help her illustrate for free. I guess I'll give it a try, not that bad isn't it? I have...not much confidence that it will be published, but still GO DENISE!!! EVERYTHING IMPOSSIBLE IS NOT BANNED FROM THE WORLD, IS IT? OR IT WOULDN'T EVEN EARN THE TITLE "IMPOSSIBLE".
No assembly today. T'was the Head Prefect Voting, only open to sec 2s for the prefect speech, so sec 1s are not allowed into the hall. We had CLE instead, didn't do much. I had vague idea that they were talking about smoking being addictive and bad for health, having a bit of losing weight effect in the meantime...wasn't listening. Haiz...doing Jap homework most of the time.
Azzy told me about an army joke which happened in the NS, since her bro's in it...LOL it was damn funny but that poor guy...haiz...I'll tellya tomorrow.
Okies...seems like it's nearly 12 o'clock. Spent 1h blogging. Not very good for health...gotta wake up at around 9 o'clock tomorrow to clean Onigiri's cage and put her inside the hamsterball for a go again. Anyway a guest's coming over at 10 am so yeah...better get things done before that.
Cya guys...late night. Sweet dreams~***~~~*The Winds struck at 11.42pm*~~~
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Today, it was okay (for the school part) o.O There's nothing much to say about lessons though, I've realized that school's swivelling around on a daily basis with each new rise of the sun...unless we've got something terribly interesting that occurs on rare phenomena.
Okay, I'll just briefly sum up today's stuff, cuz now's like 11 something and I've got to sleep early (or I'll DIE tomorrow since rgs' so tiring). So...today we DID have a class photoshoot, only remembered the tie when I was halfway on bus 190 to school but luckily it was always in my bag. Never took it out after assemblies. I guess the photoshoot was okay...there was a formal and an informal, like always. Just the stupid routine...haiz...
Photography stereotype. Always stand like waves meeting in the centre. Get inside the picture. So far only SOME have managed to break out of the mould...
We had Chinese Week activity today, went to the CLC for the puppet talk together with Hilary and Julia. LOL and a few of our NCC Air sergeants were there too for the activity. -.- Jasmine was like "sit at the back. Jaslyn and Tiffany are in the front row." Oh and I saw my PSl Ruo Xi. XD
The puppeting part was quite funny, especially when the hostess from "The Finger Players" Singapore puppet team called up 3 ppl to play the big puppet before everybody. They didn't know how to manipulate the hands and legs, so it was like...flying instead of walking. And the head...OMG THE POOR HEAD...
That's all for school. And I fell asleep on the bus back too, again. NOW TO HOME!!!
I finished Chinese homework and bathed while waiting for mom to come back from school, then afterwards we went to the Pet Lovers Centre just on the B1 level of Lot 1 shopping mall. We wanted to buy some basic stuff for hamsters, like the cage, food, beddings, sand bath...Yeah, spent around $60 ya know!
Adopted an old hamster who got abandoned and found and placed in the pet shop. The good kind petshop owners kinda found those hamsters and put them in the shop for adoption, it's absolutely free and they're adorable (I don't care about the age, they're still hamsters and they're a valuable little life and that's it), so I adopted one home.
I named it Onigiri. Triangular riceball. XD It has brown and white fur and it's SO KAWAIIIIIII~! I put tissues in the 2nd lvl of the cage cuz hamsters LOVE soft stuff and it can be their beds. And I covered one part of the roof with a black box so they can have some darkness while in the sunshine...hamsters hate sunshine. They're nocturnal and they love the dark. :)
The cage is pink. Awww...I refused to put on those decoration stickers cuz that will make it look stupidly childish. Haiz...I like it plain, ya know?
I'll be getting another one from my mom's student in a couple of days...I think I'll get a male cuz this one, the adopted Onigiri-chan, is a female. Males don't bite or fight females, cuz if it is male and male...put them together = unthinkable consequences. So let's not think about them now.
I hope someday Azzy can come over and we can play with Onigiri and Omusu. XD Though Onigiri is OLD but I dunno it is DAMN HYPERACTIVE AND BREAKNECK-EDLY FAST. It shot out of the cage once I let go of it, and I had a merry-go-round time around the master room trying to catch it. It's small and it hid beneath the bed, the armchair, the electric sockets (I got freaked out) and I managed to block up the wardrobe gap before it can climb behind it. Omg...
Finally caught it in my hands when I cornered it against the wall. Bwahahahahaaa...Onigiri-chan...learn your lessons. XD I think I'll post a picture of her when I have time...Oh and that marker guy I drew when I was frustrated...I'll try to post both up like...sometime on saturday perhaps.
It gave me good exercise though. I ran till I perspired like...nvrm. Haha.
Tomorrow there's PE...No Chinese though. There's physics...haiz...come to think of it, I gave Azzy $1 today cuz she was terribly hungry for lunch and didn't have money...she earned it though. Can't say I gave it to her. She did manage to catch the $2 note I experimented with her after physics. XD Gratz, Azzy.
Okay, it's 11.10pm. I should pack my bag before it's too late...cya guys. Bye and nightie.***~~~*The Winds struck at 11.09pm*~~~
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Dammit. My mom just told me that she suddenly decided not to let me keep hamsters as pets, cuz she's afraid of fleas and all that animal diseases crap. WHAT THE HELL???
Ok, I'm angry. For a good reason. She just told me that she's not gonna let me keep a hamster when she had told me she would earlier. -.- This is cruel, ya know. Like dashing somebody's hopes immediately after you raised them. This is ultra-stupid.
Damn. I know it's a trivial stuff, but I'm just not so convinced to trust adults' words anymore for now. They're just so flexible, huh, so flexible that they can break a word immediately after it came out of their mouth.
Terrible. Two idiotic things rooting from over-flexibility. The rgs literature PT, and now this hamster thing. WHAT THE HELL.... ***~~~*The Winds refused to strike for now*~~~
Okay...today's relatively...okay...
Had NCC Air training till like...6pm. It's not a fair trade, ya know! Cuz today school ended early at 1.35pm, so they were supposed to PUSH FORWARD the activities and let us go earlier, but they pushed it forward to 2.15pm and we got to go 30 minutes later, at 6 o'clock, than our normal time of 5.30pm. What the heck...
So it was like 4h of drills and marching. Sir was there, luckily he wasn't in a very bad mood, not in a good mood either, but we didn't get scolded too much. Basically why we needed such a long time for the CCA is because next Tuesday is NCC Day, and we've gotta wear this number 3 uniform for the WHOLE DAY. Can you imagine that???
Oh well...Jonny says he'll be coming to rgs 2 weeks later for a project, so yeah...I was like "good luck. See her then." Bwahahahaha...I'm pure evil. PURE EVIL. XD
Back to NCC. Well...Sergeant Julie, today, gave the part As a talk on...er...our attitudes towards this CCA. Well apparently, she said it wasn't good and our platoon isn't really bonded well and all that...kind of true in a way. Then she was like "I know you guys can hate us, can hate this CCA, but just try your best in it, okay?"
The truth is...I don't hate them. I like our sergeants, I like our er...seniors and platoonmates. This CCA is just a little tiring and...somewhat time-consuming. It's good cause it does open us up to something new, and it's refreshing in a way, but still...haiz...I've got school to worry about.
Okay and Julie was like "who likes NCC" and nobody raised hand. "Who hates NCC" nobody raise hand. "Who choose not to reply" nobody raised hand.
And sergeant Yi Wen was like "you see, they chose not to reply. That's why asking that question is of no use."
LOL. Nvrm.
Tomorrow I'm having that Chinese Week puppet show. -.- Could've missed today's NCC training if I just went for Wed chinese week activity but...nvrm.
Forgot to take down Japanese homework. I suppose I should go to moelc website to check...
There's nothing much to say about today. We did have percussion and dance for aesthetics again, percussion was a terrible mess and I had to tutor Azzy for the instrument. Cuz...it's unfair, ya see, I'm one of the glockenspiel players and we're expected to play BOTH the glockenspiel and the xylophone parts on the instrument cuz we're of A SO-CALLED HIGHER GRADE...-.- ahem. And we're expected to tutor other lower music grades and if they don't improve, our assessment grade drops. This SUCKS.
Then for dance, we did Cha Cha again. It...practically...sucks. I'm supposed to dance the boy, and we had this 8-cycle dancing step that was terribly hard to get. And in the end Azzy and I were like steering each other on certain occasions but we actually ESCAPED the teacher's eyes. SWEET~
After that before ICT I kinda drew the Cha Cha dance pose in manga format. It turned out quite well and Azzy tried to copy me, but I think it's because our styles are different so it's kinda hard to achieve the desired effect. Lol. Never try to get an artist with his own unique style to draw the style of another. That's why I never do fanart.
Lol.
Okay...thanks to Bro yesterday I've managed to cheer up pretty well after that emotional takedown. (Just in case you don't know who's Bro, it's KudoShinichi whom you can see in the wanderer's list) So yeah...thanks a bunch for his guidance. It had been a long time since I last talked to somebody older and can provide appropriate advice on needed occasions. Haha thanks a lot, bro! XD
I think my studyroom light got problem...keeps blinking and flashing. Well, I've gotta go, I'll close for today. Nothing much to say I suppose...cya then. Bye and early night~***~~~*The Winds struck at 7.46pm*~~~
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
I feel TERRIBLE. Today's one of the COUNTLESS miserable days of my life so far...First of all...and the MAIN ROOT of my misery...is my realization that I've been overtaken by my language opponent Zera-san in learning Japanese.
She's so...miraculous. I know I can't blame her for doing her best and getting the desired results, in fact I should have sportsmanship and kinda like...congratulate her or something. But in truth, sometimes feelings don't go according to moral values. I hate myself sometimes...I feel that I'm such a bad person. I've started getting JEALOUS. DAMMIT...Jealousy always makes me feel stupid. As though I'm already at the bottom and I'm trying to pull on the legs of others who're MUCH taller.
It was the first Jap lesson after the hols, and I've just begun to realize that Zera-san has overtaken me in the lesson, in memorizing of sentence structures and Japanese grammar/vocab etc, and accent / oral speech. She's basically overtaken me in everything about Jap. And Ang Sensei seems to like her more now...she called her thrice in class to answer questions when I was only called once.
I feel as though I'm penning my thoughts childishly like what a 5-year-old kindergartener would do. I feel helplessly stupid. Hopeless. Empty. What's wrong with me? It's like...in this school, I'm SOOOOO unacceptably inconfident. Darn...everywhere's top pupils. Great cheeps. And now I can't even find a subject I'm best in.
Not even Japanese.
What kind of crap is this...-.- It's as though, like I said in the first post, I've lost my pillar of support in times of darkness. There's nothing I can look to now. I feel so lost, lost that there's totally absolutely NOTHING to pull me up when I'm down. I've had so many academical burdens already...Math, physics...Damn.
Now I'm not in the mood to bother about keeping my face anymore. If I type something funny, go ahead and laugh. I might look and feel mature but actually I have pretty childish sides too. Like jealously. Inconfidence. Cursing. Thinking life's not good. It's good on the material side, heavenly, but...I dunno. I feel terribly hollow and deprived of SOMETHING that I don't know.
Honestly, I feel sad. You know how much it hurts to just suddenly drop from a position in your ONLY lead subject that you've been trying SO DAMN HARD to maintain? When I was silently sitting in the chair practising the lines over and over so that I can bring up a perfect answer for Ang Sensei if she calls me...Zera-san gets to answer that question. And each time I'll count how many times she's been called, and how many times I've been called. I just feel wretched. It hurts.
It hurts to think you're no longer good in a subject you've been so good in before.
And I feel terrible for Ang Sensei. I don't blame her for anything, I mean, it's common to just start disliking a student because you think she's not hardworking enough, did not meet your expectations...she just slips out of your mind. Forgotten as time goes. The problem is...I dunno if sensei knows I'm working.
Since I've graduated from primary school, I've changed. I no longer pull debts on homework, I do my best in everything especially subjects I like and am good at. Such as Jap. But it's not like everytime I can meet up to expectations and set standards...occasionally it gives me that squirming feeling when I disappoint somebody. It just...sucks. Makes me feel like a weakling. I dunno...I'm just such a stupid girl, am I not?
I know Ang Sensei is our sensei, she's got handfuls of students out there who're like jewels in her hands...
I used to be one of them, I think. And now I'm not.
Sometimes I really feel like crying over this. Give it a good hard cry and get done with it. I don't know why...this makes me feel even more wretched than not being recognised by the teacher from the start. At least you don't have that guilty feeling and a vain desperation to catch up with the opponents...
Perhaps I'm just more obstinate than Zera-san. I'm not as hardworking. I'm not as...obedient. I'm not as friendly. I'm not as good. There're lots of things I'm not as...?...as others. Zera-san asks questions. I don't really do to Ang Sensei. -.-
I felt terribly guilty when Zera-san brought up that worksheet at the end of class to ask Ang Sensei about it. It's like...she's just so good. She clears her own queries, she organizes her own studies. I relatively...suck. I've been anticipating this first Japanese lesson after the hols for like...so enthusaistically. And all I got to know today is that I've been overtaken, and kinda neglected gradually. That I've been beaten from my position. This...haiz...no words to describe...
And I don't have a best friend. I've been searching for a satisfactory comfort for so long...to fill up the gaps in my heart, to make me feel...less hollow and FULL like I used to feel in P6. Tiffy came up with lots of comforts but...they don't seem to come to the hurting point. They "bulls-eye" everywhere else but...I dunno. And I never will know.
I just wanna say...Sorry Ang Sensei. Even though I'm sure you won't see this. And gratz Zera-san, I've decided that I should have some sportsmanship afterall. I'm not the last in Jap class, I'm still among the top few, so I shouldn't be an idiot and mop over such trivial stuff...though Ang Sensei does seem to kinda neglect me a little now. Not as good as before. That gives me a cold feeling but...I guess I'll try to overcome it. I've got Azzy, Jonny, Tiffy and all those good friends...I shouldn't mourn too much I guess.
Haiz...
Okay anyway I felt like a ghost floating throughout the school today. It was terrible...I wanted to sleep like...in every lesson. Sleepiness just took me like...I'm a prisoner. I understood the lessons, but everybody who talks just seems to be speaking beyond a vield. An invisible vield which separates us, and I seem to be hearing what they're saying without really processing it to the fullest in my mind. Also it's as though I was more distant to the world, leaving it to another place. All about it's like...one part of my mind's here and the other part's off. In some other place. Perhaps the astral plane? We do cross over occasionally in our waking times too.
At this rate...I'm gonna fall sick. School's so busy that getting sick seems a luxury. Lol...
I'm childish. I'll conclude that for today. I'm childish as always, as any child at my age should be. I still feel jealousy, though I know it's a natural human process, and I feel depressed over small stuff. You can call this petty but yeah...don't try to talk sense into me when I'm sad.
Words of wisdom don't always work.
Just a brief cover-up of philo lessons today...yeah, our teacher's a male and was terribly hilarious. We had a tussle over Plato's saying of "men as cavemen living in a cave, and behind there're lights with people playing shadow puppets, and all we see are shadows" so yea...it was supposed to mean that life could be illusions. That all things had a certain degree of uncertainty and we can't be sure it's the truth.
LOL and Damini said "if everything is uncertain, then we can't be sure if that Plato philospher even knows what he's talking about." LOL bwahahahahhaaa...that's terribly funny. And then we were joking about this "True and not true thing" until the end of class, and the philo teacher stuck himself in the middle of the exit while talking to a teacher.
So I was like "since things are uncertain, we can't be sure if he's really here in the door. So pals, let's CHARGE!!!" Bwahahahhaaaaaa....I love philo.
Okay, terrible day today, but philo was a good cheer. So yeah, I think I gotta go. Eat dinner...do homework...sleep...tomorrow there's NCC Air. Haiz...Another tiring day.
I'll say an early "night".***~~~*The Winds struck at 8.39pm*~~~
Monday, June 23, 2008
Sry, this post is Random. Just listing urls for music for my blog. Labels: wS
1. Forgotten with Time (Clannad): http://www.trpics.com/mu/clannd.wma
Mood played: Normal
2. Loneliness (Naruto): http://blog.lyxmxx.com/user1/lyzqc/upload/510298409.mp3
Mood played: Adventurously-lonely / lonely / emo
3. Sadness and Sorrow (Naruto): http://www.bird007.com/music/naruto.mp3
Mood Played: Sad / depressed / emo / miserable
4. 団子大家族 2 (Clannad): http://podcache.cctv.com/published1/2007/11/26/pub1196038268606.mp3
Mood Played: Happy / Fortunate / Content
5. 空に光る (Clannad): http://pushbrick.siteem.com/other/music/CLANNADOTH04.mp3
Mood Played: Comfort / Reassurance / Warmth
6. 潮鸣り (Clannad): http://music.angelskys.com/YUKI/%C3%BF%C8%D5%B6%AF%C2%FE/%D2%F4%C0%D6/CLANNAD-BGM.mp3
Mood Played: In my own inner world.
7. Hinata vs Neiji (Naruto): http://8.tingshu.com/0/1/3308/070402/hy2/12.wma
Mood Played: Disappointed / slight emo / lost and beaten.
OHHHH I was just SOOOOOO lucky enough today to get stuck in school with NCC Air for the first time after the hols, and it was seriously one of the longest. Reached home at 7.14 pm. *Hint hint* Haiz...Tiring. Life can sure get...er...energy-consuming at times indeed. There's got to be another need for such sort of work besides trying to learn new things and "so-called"-edly trying to get a better life in future??? -.-
Perhaps there isn't. Who knows what ambushes lie ahead in this freaking reality - now that sounds a bit harsh cuz I normally don't use harsh words but...there's nothing else you can use to describe such a situation. Hmm...*looks at dictionary* perhaps I should revert back to my old habit of reading dictionaries...
Azzy says she found another good book that she borrowed from the library yesterday (and OMG SHE READ IT ALREADY) and she kindly lent it to me today...though I wonder if I have a reading pace as fast as her, cuz I normally tend to read slower to enjoy the language BWAHAHAHAHAAAA...It's good in a way too. XD I don't rush to finish reading stories cuz that will leave me feeling empty and bemused.
Okay...we did the FA today, apparently we didn't have time to finish it, and the Ms Choo told us to bring it home to complete it, and I WAS SOOOOO CLEVER!!! Guess why? Bwahahahahahaaaa...it's actually a secret that everyone owns. Now that doesn't make it a secret, does it? The reason why IM SOOOO CLEVER is because I was REAAAALLLLY WISE enough to leave the worksheet under my table in school.
That leaves me with the only choice to rush through that piece of FA during the 15 minutes before morning assembly tomorrow. Just wish it rains so I don't have to go down to the car park. That leaves me with MORE time to do it. XD
Yeah, so god bless me.
Lol...the irony of schools. I fell asleep TOTALLY on bus 190 (after I got a seat, which is like...ages) for the FIRST time, and if I'm right I even dreamed! LOL Azzy found that amusing. I DON'T. (Come to think of it yesterday I'm sure I had a dream, but I JUST can't remember it!) Okay...back to the topic. Then when we reached the final interchange, I WAS STILL ASLEEP. And this kind woman was tapping my shoulder. When I FINALLY woke up, I have a very bad feeling that she's been trying to wake me up for a LONG TIME. Lol...
Oh well, lucky me, I've managed to get a "small size" belt from Sergeant Yi Wen today in NCC Air. I'm still having the ALL-TOO-SMALL one so I decided to do something about it today. Come to think of it, next Tuesday's is NCC Day I suppose...so we'll have to do parade and marching in NCC Number 3 uniform. It won't be nice if I had a TOO SMALL belt. Diao...
Oh and somebody e-mailed Sergeant Julie and accidentally said "number 3 pants" instead of "number 4 pants". And Julie was fussing about it. Cuz you see...apparently number 3 uniform is a so-called FORMAL one so it has a skirt but not PANTS...and number 4 is the camouflage uniform so it should have pants...lol. Funny that she mixed that up.
And the weird thing is, somebody was WEIRD enough to cut her skirt. I wonder how she's gonna lengthen it before next Tuesday's parade. Lol...god bless her.
I've gotta go pack my bag...I've got a feeling I repeated this in yesterday's post but don't blame me. This happens everyday as part of a boring routine...Tomorrow I'm having Japanese, so there's more to pack. And Azzy's little ceramic bird...I can't forget that again after like 3 days. Lol. Yeah so...cya guys. Bye and good night.***~~~*The Winds struck at 10.52pm*~~~
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Haiz...I feel bored, so I'll just drop in for a little bit of talk. I got full marks for math tuition today, it's a terribly rare phenomenon, so gratz Kendra. -.- My grandparents are delighted. I'm happy about that.
Hmm...I created this family blog in Chinese, it's called "Comforting Birdnest" in chinese...lol. Sounds lame in English. But haiz...I really feel like making my grandparents feel better. They're really lonely living over in China. Alone. And the prob is they don't really like to talk with friends, I mean, they don't like to go out. They eat at home, do stuff at home, they exercise at home, at most set a few feet out of the house. Omg...Haiz. I'll sure rush back to visit them over the dec hols.
Okay, I'd better pack my bag now. I still have to look at the timetable from my com, too lazy to use my mom's printer to print it out. Lol...So yeah...tomorrow we're having FAs for English, doesn't sound nice. And Math relief teacher's gonna start off a new topic on algebra. Oh well...Black Mondays. Don't expect too much from them.
My, I'm getting sleepy...haha...cya guys. Will try to post tomorrow if I have time. Once school starts, it's like getting stuck in a quicksand swamp. Bye, and nightie...***~~~*The Winds struck at 10.31pm*~~~
So hey guys back again. It turned out that yesterday night I went for a movie with my parents till...12 pm? That's why I didn't draw another picture and post it up on this blog. Sorry about that, if you ever liked my drawing. o.O
Well the reason why I found myself stuck in a cinema watching a movie that I absolutely didn't PLAN to watch (it's called the Incredible Hulk -.-), is because my Dad FINALLY passed his driving theory test after like...3 or 4 tries, so we decided to celebrate. X.X Yeah, my job is to check up the tickets and showtimes and movies...And his last cinema voucher's gonna expire today so he wanted to spend it before the dateline. o.O Lol that's why. It's that simple isn't it...?
So...I can't say I didn't like the Incredible Hulk, cuz it was pleasantly unexpected (as in it wasn't as childish as I first thought it would be), but I can't say it's one of my favourite movies either. Haiz...Well, it has got an idea of Science Fiction, about this guy called Bruce, his blood being...what? infected by Gamma contents or something. Apparently he was a scientist and he happily injected a newly discovered substance into his own body. Lol. And then there's this soldier in the army who's er...thirsty for power so he went for an experiment, to get the injections of Gamma. Lol yeah, and he turned into something like a hulk.
As expected, he got defeated in the end. o.O I've just got exposed to TOO MANY good over evil movie plotlines nowadays huh? Well if only the directors knew that in reality such things DON'T ALWAYS happen...too bad...
Oh yeah, mom says that we're gonna eat Sushi tonight! Woo hoooo!!! I love Sushi and all Nihon Ryouri. XD They're nice. And onigiri with the seaweed...omg...I think we'll be going to Sakae Sushi, I haven't eaten in it for ages!! XD It moved to level 4 of Lot 1 Shopping Mall too. ^^
By the way, I think I'll try to learn making some foods so I can work together with my grandma in the kitchen when we go back to China this dec hols. That'll be nice.
Yesterday evening I found a new game, you know...it appeared on one of the ads that pop out on a naruto music site. -.- It's called Fiesta, quite a nice game, I think it's more interesting than Maple cuz it's 3D and you don't really know what's ahead, behind and around you. XD It's fun. I got this character called Eralight till she was...lvl 6 so far. It's not that easy to lvl but the quests are MUCH nicer. You have to search for the monsters too. They don't just pop out. XD I also love the character designs, reminds me of Japanese anime. Mages have green eyes, they're beautiful! ^^
Today I'm not in THAT a good mood...probably because tomorrow there's NCC Air? o.O And School. Sometimes I really wonder why I hate so much stuff. I don't like Math, I don't like Malay Language, I don't like Chinese. And now there's an additional Physics to add to everything. Haiz...Am I fated to be die in this school or something? No wonder rgs students came up with that Squash Toilet Ghost thingy in the first place...
Oh darn I hate missing Japanese lessons due to school activities. I don't get to know what the teacher taught THAT well and I don't really memorise the new vocabs efficiently. THIS is what happens. And it sucks. How on earth am I gonna overtake Zera-san in language now? She's great in Jap, in the same class as me J1.18, and now she's in the same class as me for Malay too...I don't know how I'm gonna beat her. She's real powerful when it comes to languages.
I guess I'm just being a lil too inconfident. I never feel confident in this school, cuz there're just SOOOOOOO many great peeps out there you'll never get to beat them. And guess what? My parents still want me to be top. I dunno why...I had enough of such stuff already.
Society just don't listen to students, do they, even though WE are experiencing this ourselves and WE understand the situations the best. They keep talking about how they should make studentlife fun and refreshing for pupils to LOVE studying, but HOW are they gonna achieve this stupid goal if they're not even willing to OPEN THEIR EARS? Think about it.
They keep asking adults, parents, teachers...there're many things that we hide from them cause they're either too old to understand, or they're not mature enough. Or they just think from their own perspective, or wish too much for their children. Haiz...Sometimes I really wish that answers were that easy to find...-.-
*Sigh* I guess I'm getting agitated. I always do when I'm either bored of the current education system or I'm fed up with something. o.O *Pats myself on the back* Cheer up, Kendra. It's not THAT bad.
At least you've got friends. And a life. And u're in rgs (maybe not quite that part) and you've got Fiesta. Awwww man...*BUT STILL...*
Nvrm...I'm kinda sick about saying such stuff. Oh yeah...the day before yesterday...I had this dream and Azzy and Pan Yu were in it, then there was another small girl and a man. We were supposed to like...visit this big mountain, we went there by a glass cablecar that was TOTALLY GLASS and on that mountain there's this...like an altar and on the top there's a statue of a torch.
There're 2 levels on the statue, and it just rained lol so it was wet. I stepped on an electric socket while climbing the steps of the statue and felt a little bit of dull electric shock, then Pan Yu suddenly said that the stone was kinda coated with a type of oil...like, u know, for burning. She called it "Asphyte" or something. It started with A. Lol we got scared, so we got down. Then it was night, and the torch statue started burning, including the 2 lvls that we climbed. Omg...and we were like "heng..."
Oh...and my grandparents were there too...AH HAH! THAT'S IT. That man is my grandpa. No wonder I remembered he was old and yet it was so fuzzy...
I don't get the meaning of this dream. Brendan also told me he suddenly started having weird dreams these 2 days...of mysterious killings, car crashes, ghosts...hmm...weird. He said the nightmares were creepy. They were fuzzy too. I suggest he go get a dream interpretation, it makes one feel better cuz you don't keep having the suspense hanging around and u feel more secure. XD
Ok, enough of talking already...I've gotta go help my mom with her work review...so yeah, bye guys. Cya tomorrow, if I ever have time to blog. So yeah...bye.***~~~*The Winds struck at 5.43pm*~~~
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Ok, now it's like...3.34pm. Well just to tell ya, it's not like I blog only at night :P, so that should explain why this timing. Haha. Jonny's asking me again about his secret girl. I'm not gonna post her name, so if anybody who knows her happens to chance upon this blog (I know chances are near 0%), she won't know. XD Don't pitchfork me. I'm evil for a good deed. HAHA. So yeah...he says she's celebrating her Bdae with her friends. Though her Bdae's like...5 days from now. That'll be on a weekday and rgs is busy so I don't suppose she'll throw a party that day...so yeah. Hmm...well, HAPPY B'DAE! o.O That's a wish to her from Jonny. Hahaha...I suppose I'll post it up for him. Kawaii ne!!!??? XD Absolutely adorable. Azzy and I love dangos too...here's 2 photos of REAL dangos and another picture of this...picture we did together on the Doodle IMvironment on Yahoo Messenger in one of our chats. Enjoy!
Today was...you can call it eventful in ways, but it's still a little dull. It's good that I'm not piled up with tons of homework on the table, but on the contrary it is...boring. XD But kinda fun and a little carefree. I managed to dig up this...Adobe Creative Suite installation CD in my laptop package, so I decided to try it for fun. In the end I got like...suddenly a whole chunk of new softwares. ;P Like photoshop, fireworks, dreamweaver, blah blah blah...
Tried out photoshop and dreamweaver. I didn't really get the use of dreamweaver though, cuz I'm still an ABSOLUTE noob in Javscripts and html (though the code hints in this software was a ton of fun, like color-picking hint so I didn't have to grope in the suffocating sea of color codes XD). And for photoshop...it was a lot better. I managed to get a picture of this...huge tall mountain with a sharp peak to be inscribed with some words, so I'm dumping it aside in my file for future use in blog templates, after I get used to CSS, Javascripts, htmls and all the internet programming codes we should know. XD
But just to give you a peep-in to this picture...I gave it a little bit of wind effect. ;)
Ah and for the greatest sake on Earth, he learned that chinese word!!! YAY! First time I've taught somebody Chinese. *Nudges KudoShinichi* So hey, ya learnt "Jia You" right? I'm gonna use it on you a lot of times starting now XD bwahahahaa...
Oh and I made him grow like...lets see...over 100 feet taller since the first time I met him. Cuz in convos I tend to ALWAYS call him to Hang On whenever I'm busy. So he really *hangs*. Lol I'm so evil.
Didn't have much to do, so I completed this picture of the Hawaiian girl dancing. A SAID I didn't draw the coconuts and instead I drew this...tubetop that has LOADS of floral designs. I ornamented her head, wrists and ankles with rings of flowers, then added this pair of grass armlets on both her upper arms. XD So yeah, I suppose I'll post this picture up here...
*A melodramatic pose* May the winds of this world carry these well wishes to her at the ends of the world for Jonny...
LOL nvrm. I'm just getting random, ain't I...? Oh well, since I'm bored today, you're lucky, reader! You getta peep into lots of my works...here's one of the funny convos with Jonny when he asked me about his secret girl. XD I put lines inbetween so there's some paragraphing and it's easier to read. Jonny's words are slanted so...yeah, easier recognizing.
JonatHAN: haha yea
JonatHAN: maybe i shall just wish her happy birthday.
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Kendra Eralight: yup
Kendra Eralight: do that
Kendra Eralight: XD
Kendra Eralight: go ahead
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JonatHAN: but lyk..how should i say?
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Kendra Eralight: "name of his secret girl"
Kendra Eralight: i have to tell u sth
Kendra Eralight: HAPPY B'DAE!!!!!!!!
Kendra Eralight: yea do that
Kendra Eralight: lol
Kendra Eralight: or u can make it funnier.
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JonatHAN: haha
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Kendra Eralight: "name of his secret girl"
Kendra Eralight: "i have to tell ya sth"
Kendra Eralight: "it's sth very very serious."
Kendra Eralight: "it concerns my life."
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JonatHAN: ......
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Kendra Eralight: "I nid to get this to u."
Kendra Eralight: "Or I'll die."
Kendra Eralight: "HAPPY BDAE!!!!!!!!!"
Kendra Eralight: lol
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JonatHAN: skip the concerns my life..
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Kendra Eralight: o.O
Kendra Eralight: i do have lots of weird ideas huh BWAHAHAHHAAHHAA im evil
Kendra Eralight: XD
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JonatHAN: haha yea
JonatHAN: maybe thats wad u should say to him.
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Kendra Eralight: nope
Kendra Eralight: i wont
Kendra Eralight: THATS SPECIALLY RESERVED FOR BOYS
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JonatHAN: why so?
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Kendra Eralight: cuz it's set from the beginning of this world, set by the HANDS OF ROMANCE my friend!*END*
Lol yeah. That's that...
Azzy went out shopping at Jurong Point for some stuff, so yea...sad. Only 3 ppl online on my list now...Jonny, Ant, KudoShinichi...wait no four. Plus Wei Xuan. Haiz...all boys. o.O
Saw the spoiler for Detective Conan file 655...didn't sound very interesting cuz there seems to be another murder case when somebody got stabbed...and this person asks Agasa Hakase if it was real or for fun??? o.0 I didn't get it well. Couldn't understand it really accurately from the Japanese spoiler and the English translation was a blur. So well yeah...but Conan did say something that his body has grown fully resistant against the antidote. Hmm...interesting. We might be progressing in that area for now. XD
Oh well, here're some CUUUUTE OMUSU PICTURES!!! Just in case you don't know what's an omusu, it's "riceball" in Japanese. There're many times too...like onigiri is "a triangular riceball". Haha, get it? So ready for the photoshow???
Ah so well yeah...today I posted quite a lot of stuff. Especially graphics! Yippee!!! XD Oh and yesterday I forgot to blog about this, I found a lump of brown plasticine on Nandhini's table so Ying Jiao took it and she made a flower out of it. Then she presented it to Damini: "Will you give me your wallet?" Bwahahaaaa she's still a good old cute little money-face as always. Aww...
Okay...guess I should take a break. Maybe draw some other stuff and I MIGHT post it up tonight if it is good...So yeah, bye for now.***~~~*The Winds struck at 4.43pm*~~~
Friday, June 20, 2008
Let's see...it's my second day in rgs after the June hols CRUELLY abandoned me in this dark dark life...*sob* how could you...
Yeah today was damn hectic, cuz only yesterday night at around 11pm did I realize that I got a belt TOO small for my NCC Air Photoshoot the next day. I did send a last minute email to the whole platoon trying to ask if somebody took a belt too LARGE, but I guess everybody dug into their beds so yeah...and as expected, I didn't get an answer. So I just stuffed that ALL-TOO-SMALL belt into my dustcover and lugged it to school today morning.
I didn't expect myself to loiter around with that problem dangling in the air, so I found a platoonmate Zann and she was reaaaaally kind enough to go around helping to ask for my belt. We called up Clara, Jermaine, Yang Jing etc and the 2 smallest platoonmates Shi Ying and Wei Qi, cuz it was really an EXTRA SMALL BELT and I definitely can't wear it. Unless I get done with it and poke a hole through the leather, and take a photo of a stupid belt that's a tad too short around the buckle.
In the end I didn't find my belt, so I kinda exchanged with Zann and another girl...so I got the medium sized one. Haha, lucky~!
It rained today, so thank heavens we didn't have outdoors assembly. I don't fancy launching myself up flights of broad amphi steps to get to that darn car park...I prefer sitting in a nice warm chair and looking at a flag that's stuck to the wall. Haha. XD
After that was was PE, Mrs Jay was dressed in this big weird green shirt (really nice though), and a light bit of mascara. She had lipstick on too...weird to see our PE teacher dressed like that but she explained that she had phototaking for teachers later, so I suppose...you've gotta put up your best, dontcha? Oh yeah, and she is pregnant and the doctor says she's gonna give birth to a baby boy! Haha, just like Mrs Chia. ^^
o.0 This whole week's for photoshooting, it seems. All the Uniformed Groups, Prefects, Teachers...all taking photos on Friday. Lol.
We did't go out for PE so instead she let us watch this netball finals, rgs vs Northfield, last year. It lasted for half an hour...NO SOUND!!! Video had some probs. I was almost BORED TO DEATH. Omg...everytime I raise, my head, it's the same thing. And they turned off all the lights! It's sooooo good for sleeping. Especially when it's raining and it's early morning and there's aircon and no lights and omg...Until now I still dunno if rgs or northfield won. Lol. What a GREAT concentration span I have.
Anyway for lit, we had to do another round of introduction to Ms Choo...-.- And since Nandhini wasn't here, I couldn't talk about my partner. Haiz...I wonder what she's doing though. Over in India, getting a nice soft tan for her skin??? Though it's tanned enough...For English we learned about the Plot Pyramid, what makes a story interesting and...yeah...I also realized I didn't bring a handout that was given to us like...before the June Hols. The teacher said it was okay though.
We also watched this Alien Song vid for English during which...er...in the end the alien was squashed to death by a disco ball that plunged down from who knows what heights above. Ghastly. And the sickly irony is...the alien was singing this song called "I Will Survive" lol.
Bumped into Chinese teacher halfway down the stairs today with Azzy. Lol she was smiling like a chrysanthemum.
Physics wasn't so good today, though it was damn slack. I love slacking, cuz I get a bit more rest from the big bad "School Bustle" lol. But yeah...Mr Singh had a sudden misinterpretation about directions...got his lefts and rights wrong. Lol. And he told us to create 3 physics questions about SI units and prefixes to let our partners try it out...omg it sucks...DOING the question itself is hard enough, let alone CREATING one...
For assembly we had a little introduction into Chinese Orchestra. I know about stage-fright and all that crap about legs turning jelly and all...so yeah, they were a lil messy. Perhaps becuz there's no conductor and one of the girls are missing for one instrument. So...can't blame them too much. The tune was nice though...they said it was a Chinese Song by Jay Chou. Lol. Okay lah I think...I'm not a fan of his, sorry to say.
But I'm kinda impressed by his life story, the way he worked this hard for today's achievement. I read about it in one of the Chinese reader's digest books over the hols...
The next item was Drama, called...er...I think it was something about "NO SKRONKING" and until now I don't know what's SKRONKING. Lol. If it was even a word...the actresses weren't exactly hilarious but...er...all I can say is they tried their best and the girl acting as the female diner DID sound like a cat when she meowed. And...yeah, she DID look like she had her mouth full like she was eating something. Lol, that's good.
I have to say, the best item was International Dance. I saw Germaine in the second dance XD! She was gorgeous. So were her fellow dancers too. They really danced with...energy and spirit. And they had a strong personality, you can see it in the flow of dance moves. It's gentle yet impacting. Haha, so it's really packed with influence and overpowering kind of...er...crushing feeling too. ^^ I enjoyed it a lot man...
Too bad I had to leave early at 12.55 to change for the photoshoot. Selene, Qiao Xi and they all...some of them, yea...they left like 35 minutes early when we were only supposed to leave 25 minutes earlier than the phototaking time. So ah...they had more time to change. NO FAIR!!!! Oh well...haiz. Afterwards they said it was becuz they wanted to escape the last item, ya know...the sharing of experiences from Sec 4s about a learning journey lol. Dry subjects.
Photoshooting was hideous. The whole platoon had to like...squeeze together and we had to squash our beraes (izzat how ya spell it) onto our heads. It was so hot stuffy and itchy. But since we were in fall-in position we couldn't really move. Oh and poor Yang Jing...forgot to bring her nametag. Lol. Of all days, she just had to forget about it today. Yeah, boring...
After school I kinda had to go with mom to Aunt Chen Bin's house to visit, cuz her younger daughter Qi Qi was sick and all that...at first I refused, but after a while on the bus, I suddenly thought of my grandmother and I had this...soury feeling, and I felt a lil guilty. I thought my mom would feel lonely going alone, since my dad won't be coming. So yeah, I called back my mom and said I would go.
It wasn't a really good time, especially when I was forced to play Monopoly and SORRY! boardgames with the girl and yeah...not allowed to play piano by THE GIRL...I'm like totally controlled lol. Haiz. But the food was good XD too bad I'm on a diet. I got sick of the blueberry cake though. Can't take too much sweet stuff at once. But the tea was wonderful, really fragrant XD.
I just realized I've improved in drawing hair. I dunno, it just feels a little more weighty now and I've managed to move on to more carefree and spiky hairstyles instead of...droopy all-too-honest ones. So yeah, changing looks of my drawing characters! XD Yippee. The only achievements I feel happy about, when I'm in rgs, is when I actually did really well in Japanese class that Ang Sensei praises me or when I improved, even if it was very very trivial, in drawing.
Azzy got me to try a can-can dance pose for drawing, but omg...it turned out to be really absurd. First the expression was wrong, next the clothes were confusing. And the feathers...omg I totally can't get the idea of a pink feather sticking out of your hair, and weird dresses that...ah...split at the front to cascade into a...cloak like thingy that's triangular at the bottom. Ah well...can't say I didn't learn something from it though. It was a good drawing experience.
Cherlyyn suggests I should try Hawaiian characters next. I mean Hawaiian dancing. LOL I wonder how that'll turn out. Coconuts and grass dresses...perhaps not THAT primitive and traditional, I guess I'll just draw a green tubetop with floral designs and perhaps some flowers/grass sticking out of it and yeah, a grass dress. I can't bear the idea of coconuts. o.O
Poor Azzy. Tomorrow's Saturday and she's got extra training for Girl Guides. Will have to wake up at 5am to rush over to Bishan for GG walkathon. -.- Sad. Haha, but I cheered her up. XD By stating many ways she was luckier than me and...that I bought her a ceramic bird toy from China and she'll be seeing it on Monday!!! Yay! And she said she'll make an Onigiri if she had time and learnt it, so we can eat Japanese food!
And we planned on going Japan together when we're older, so she can teach me how to skii and fall in that thick soft snow and then, when we're cold, we can get to a nearby Japanese shop, bake our gloves and drink corn soup! Woohoo, sounds brilliant. It'll be a luxury! XD I love travelling with friends. And I'll do all the questioning for directions and such since I'm learning Japanese, haha! ^^ Yay! I'll be looking forward to that time.
Oh yeah, signed up for the Raffles Ringers concert and the "30 Reasons Not to be in a Play" performance by the English Drama club. Azzy's going for the drama performance too, haha same time same slot! After I go for these 2, I'll be able to fill up all 3 slots of my Support-School Activities for this year. XD Yay! Also to support Ms Christina Sergeant who directs the Drama Club! Haha gambatte ne!
Around 9.30 I kinda called my grandparents over at China...I feel that they're really a lil lonely. Not a lil...VERY lonely. -.- I'm a bit worried too. Guess that's my horoscope scorpio and I'm born to be oversensitive but still...it has goods and bads. I'm gonna learn how to cook and just pot up something for them when I go visit them this December hols. I'm saving $2 everyday from my pocket money so by the end of 4 months I'll have around...$200 dollars. Then if the plane ticket is $1000, my mom will only have to cough up $800. I really wanna accompany them as much as I can through their remaining years...ToT sad to think they'll be going away sometime in future...
Okay then...there's not much philosophy today. More of...no time to blog about philosophical stuff. Come to speak of it, I have A LOT. Just that I have to even them out and post them one by one...
Good luck Azzy, for your walkathon and GG activities...Yeah, enjoy life, friends. Even if it sucks sometimes.***~~~*The Winds struck at 11.14pm*~~~
Thursday, June 19, 2008
I've finally decided that I should put my blog into some use, like perhaps...stick some inscriptions of my daily life into this little lonely world of wind...lol. Yeah, thanks to dear Azzy I've managed to come up with a first BLOG post ever, haha...I didn't have time to continue with the inner world "wanderers' journey" diaries yet, so yeah...I'll prop it aside for later use.
Today for ICT Enrichment...we finally had a break out of the mould. Yeah...crossed from good old Gimp to start off with Blender, it's a 3D animation and graphics software that's absolutely free on the web. So I downloaded it, and tried to create a dango with it. You know...top views...side views...front views...I'm starting off with little 3D spheres. But ah well...it did't turn out LIKE a dango...apparently I couldn't think of a way to get that cylinder to stick into the spheres...-.- Anyway camera views don't help either...they're too...detailed. Yeah lol. Once I'm more used to it...I'll try to make a 3D onigiri or an omusu! Yay! I love riceballs haha! XD_____________________________________________________By the way, Ms Tami says we'll have to do a quiz which covers the whole of what we learnt over semester 1, about the Gimp and stuff like that. Easy, as she claims, but yeah...she says if we don't know anything, she'll be in trouble.________________________________________________________o.O Very sry, but I think she'll be in trouble.________________________________________________________Oh well...today was...one of the more insightful lessons in physics. We got to learn about prefixes, which are placed in-front of S1 units and all that. So for example...m=1 out of 100 / o.o1 and hence it is 10^-3. Haha weird...it's basically math, so yeah...I'll need more time to adjust to it. But it's better than PLAIN HARD math cuz it's stuck with some logic and there's a kind of stem or root as you call it, so I understand it better. I hope I do this better than math...I'm gonna suck totally to the core if I don't. -.- I can't stand 2 subjects that I'm not good in. Haiz...________________________________________________________I did a dumb thing today. After ICT Enrichment, I left my thumbdrive in the com lab and strutted off for recess. Haiz...my whole group's project was in it, so it's lucky that I found it before it got taken. XD And I bought a 0.3 pilot mechanical pencil in the bookshop today during recess, so now I've got a better refined tool for drawing the anatomy guidelines! Yay! XD I'm still searching for a satisfactory art eraser though. All those that I've bought don't seem to have the desired texture and efficiency...art IS a lil fussy sometimes, isn't it XD? ________________________________________________________Oh yea, Detective Conan file 654 is up today in Chinese! Yippeee! Though we're kinda back to square one...Shinichi changed back to Conan without even telling Ran about his secrets...awww...I know I've gotta sit like a lil pet and wait for file 655 before I conclude...but yeah, I do wish we get a little bit more progress. Like...found a lead in the Black Org's secrets? Something about the APTX 4869 and the antidote? Haha...Gosho-sama, gambatte kudasai yo!________________________________________________________Anyway, back to schoolwork...I was pretty surprised that I got 58/70 for Chinese compo, it's titled "A Familiar Stranger". At first I thought I was writing crap...but it didn't turn out so. Well, lucky, but yeah...I'm not really feeling jocund about it for some reason. Ever since I entered RGS, whether it be an achievement or failure, I've never felt any particular strong emotions. I'm starting to lose a connection with understanding my own feelings...haha...perhaps it's just life. -.- Sad truth but yeah...I have to live with it, don't I...________________________________________________________We had the first lesson of Basic Conversational Malay too...haiz...I can't say I enjoyed it at all. I dunno...it's different from learning Japanese. I don't get the motivation to learn it well cuz I don't really FEEEEL particularly inclined to that lang. Anyway...I was trying to help Jia Hui when she got stuck answering the question, so the Cikgu saw it and yeah...unfortunately, she smiled and said "no cheating, or I'll call you to answer the next number." She did give me a question...and it was the HELL LOT OF A DIFFICULT DAMN DIFFICULT number. It was the longest too. So yeah...just my luck. For helping a certain friend in need. -.-________________________________________________________And come to think of it, I'm learning 4 languages now. o.0________________________________________________________Frankly, school sucks. Not mainly cuz I'm in RGS, but more of...school life. The teachers and friends over at rgs IS good and we DO have a very good school spirit but...haiz, it's stressful. First day and I'm already looking forward to another holiday in July...what's wrong with me lol.________________________________________________________Ahhh....forgot to bring the toy bird whistle and the doughnut *surprise!* for Azzy today. -.- Hui Wen gave me a mango sweet she brought back from Thailand over the hols...nice of her, ne! XD ________________________________________________________Oh and yesterday a Detective Conan friend taught me something very very nice and *haha, I promised him secrecy* about coms. Yup, thanks a load for that! XD________________________________________________________Hmm...Azzy just asked me if I would prefer flutes to violins. Well...in truth, I prefer flutes. Violins are just not my type. They create this...creaking melodramatic sound which bursts my ears...oh well, who knows? Perhaps I'm thinking too much of Clannad. Lol, Kotomi's violin recital. And Akio and Sanae...lol. Haha...I love Clannad. Great cheer to my life. *Once again, thanks Azzy for introducing me to it haha! I owe you loads man*________________________________________________________Ya know...recently Jonny and Bren had a teeny tiny trivial argument. It was somewhat childish, but reaaaallly cute and made me excavate my memories of typical typical 6G 2007. Haha...Sometimes feeling nostalgic on certain occasions feel really soothing and all...but together with that comes a deep hollow feeling...get it? It's deep and it's hollow...It's kinda a feeling that can't really be deciphered. Even I don't understand my emotions nowadays...it's like another part of myself has shown its true light. And now I can't stop it.
I'm not as good now in a lot of stuff I used to be good at last time. I dunno why...being in RGS kinda takes away lots of my confidence and a knowing that I am capable of certain stuff. It's like I've lost a pillar to hold onto in times when everything else was bad and rotting. -_- This gives me a pretty desperate feeling sometimes. Like...in P6 I had a definite goal on what job I wanted to get, what I'll do, what future I wanted. Now I'm kinda lost, and settled on a route in psychology. It's not really guaranteed though, a considerably risky path. At least it's not something we're learning in schools now...so I don't get that safe and definite feeling thinking about it.
By the way, I've been dreaming like...9 successful dreams these days. They haven't been coming into my sleep for a considerable period of time, but now they came back in a bang. I dreamt of the same boy 4 times, though I only know his age as 17-18 but not his name. And this girl came into my dream 3 times. o.O 3 of the dreams also seemed to connect...like, even though they're dreamt of on different days and times, it seems like continuations of a whole story itself. It's weird. And my dreams are getting darker and more serious now. My dream companions have also changed from age 13-15 to age 16-18. That's really weird. Ever since that dream on the moon with the last batch of old dream companions...now it's totally changed.
Awww...tomorrow I'm having NCC Air photoshoot. Have to wear no. 3 uniform, that set which looks, no offense, a lil like office workers. We won't be having third lang since the other schools have not reopened...But poor Azzy...haha, 2h of lessons and a test, and she has to memorise 16 important dates and events which happened on the days. I pity her tut tut *shakes head slowly*
Well yeah, we're having PE tomorrow. NOOOOO!!! Why...I prefer the Air-con! AIR-CON omg...it's my savior in such a hot weather. And I don't like getting all sweaty and that...-.- Well, I just have to bear with it don't I...Luckily there's no geog tomorrow, so I can have the weekends to edit that powerpoint for the group so it's of a better standard and quality. 0.O I owe Azzy one, for doing that whole powerpoint though. (Not talking about Nandhini who escaped to India.) Haiz...There were 2 groups doing Chang Jiang / Yang Tze, including mine. I didn't know that.
So...bye for now.***
~~~*The winds struck at 10.17pm*~~~
Thanks to all the blogs the designer referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
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