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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
I'm hating the holiday tomorrow. I wish it was just some normal school day. It's SLACK TIMETABLE TOMORROW!!! Aesthetics for 3h! And there's a holiday!?!?!?!?
Darn.
No offence to...er...friends and Children's day and all that but...seriously!!! My parents are also gonna be at home.
And parents at home + me at home = full-blown math practice.
How can I like survive one whole day of MATH? Omg MATH??? OMG......................
That's more than terrible.
I don't care le. I'll just tell them in the face that I've got to do my revision before I start dying for every single subject and they start screaming their heads off at me again.
Sheesh.
SHOOT nid go sleep now. Been 1.5 hours since I last left this part hanging here.
Update this post tomorrow.
Cya! Night! Bye!!!***
~~~*The Winds struck at 10.54pm*~~~
Monday, September 29, 2008
Darn...tiring day.
Couldn't find my philo PT instruction sheet yesterday night, together with Nan's, so today in school we had to explain to the teacher and get 2 photocopied versions of it. Ah man...bought a photocopying card for nothing, cuz in the end Nan decided not to wait since the queue at the photocopying machine is SOOOOOOO damn long.
$4.50!!!
They sure know how to poke holes in ppl's wallets.
Anyways, I got 26/30 for English oral. 4.0, I think. Lucky me. Wasn't too good, wasn't too bad. Az got 29/30, as always, the smart and hardworking girl who's good at everything.
Grats...
Ah man I'm worn out. Simply can't think of ANYTHING to chuck into the philo PT.
Nvrm.
And I drew this girl smiling on the whiteboard to wish 107ners good luck for the EYAs. Hope that worked, Lit teacher said she liked the drawing lol.
And Pan Yu wrote there "too good to be true". =.=
Maybe she's right, maybe she's wrong. I shall listen to my own heart's song.
I'm mad.
Thanks to all the giddy philosophical crap. I'm going whoopy.
Ah man.
And I shall write the rest in a bunch of Japanese, sry cuz when I vent my anger at times, there're things whereby I'd rather have them unheard.
私はちちとははがとても嫌いです。とてもとても嫌いです！何だよ！親切の話し方を教えましょうか。
Haiz. I give up.
Too tired now. Creating a freewebs site to chuck all my poems and other things in. Well, apparently I want to collect them.
Ok, gtg, cya night bye...
Need see Mrs Chia tomorrow so yeah...
And anyway lvled Erawind up to lvl 8 today in Audi, and bought her new hairstyle and jeans. And realized that u can sell things back to the malls in Audi.
Okay, bye!***~~~*The Winds struck at 9.47pm*~~~
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Whow not much to say man, for today. It's pretty bland a day if u wanna call it. Doing math...math...math...........
And dad got really angry with me having conceptual problems and careless mistakes in Math.
Not like I can actually help it!
I mean...he expects me to just know everything after telling me once. How the heck---????
Nvrm. Skip the topic.
Was just reading some news on yahoo.
And surfed Asahi.com just for fun. It's a Japanese news site anyway, won't hurt to read it eh.
Here's a bunch of news I found pretty interesting on the Jap site. Well...I can't say I KNOW what it says, but I'm just playing some guessing games. Hope it worked, but yeah. If any of you knows Japanese, dun laugh at me if I got it wrong.
社会に大きな衝撃を与えた福岡市の小学１年富石弘輝（こうき）君（６）の殺害事件。殺人などの疑いで福岡県警に逮捕された母親の薫容疑者（３５）が、弁護人の接見に、事件前後の心の動きを語り始めている。子どもへの負い目、自殺未遂、殺害後の混乱……。弁護人の説明からは、病気と育児に悩む母親の素顔が垣間見える。
弁護人によると、薫容疑者は夫と弘輝君の３人暮らし。薫容疑者は数年前から全身に激しい痛みが生じる病気を患い、トイレの際は夫や弘輝君に手伝いを頼んでいた。１人でいる時は極力水分をとらないようにしていたという。
厚生労働省によると、この病気は原因が不明だ。治療法も確立されていない。現在の薫容疑者は警察署内で階段を歩くことも難しいという。
一方、弘輝君には軽度の発達障害があり、小学校では特別支援学級に通っていた。薫容疑者は「手がかかる」と感じていたという。
自らの病気で主治医に入院を勧められたが、「弘輝と夫を２人だけにするわけにいかない」と断った。ただ、授業参観などに満足に参加できず、不満を募らせる弘輝君に負い目を感じていたという。
病状は最近、悪くなった。何度か自殺を考え、今月上旬には大量の睡眠薬をのんだという。薫容疑者が薬を流し台にはき、弘輝君が水を流してもう一度のむのを防いだこともあった。事件の１０日ほど前からは、自殺に使うために細長いホースを持ち歩くようになっていた。７月の夏祭りですくった金魚を飼うためのものだった。
今年の夏休み、薫容疑者は弘輝君とほとんど遊んであげられず、事件直前の２、３日は寝たきりだった。「たまには遊ぼう」と２人で向かったのが小戸公園だった。
Speaking of which, I think it's about this young boy of 6 years old...committed suicide because of having many turmoils through his illness. Well...something like he can't take the pain and he somehow committed suicide in the bathroom with something that's gotta do with water. And er....not really sure about this part but...his mother saw it???
Nvrm. I'm just a blind rat nosing around in a bunch of Japanese words.
Not like I don't find it fun anyway. It's a nice thing to do at times, test your comprehension of the language.
And here's the link to the website, if you need it: www.asahi.com
Okay. Parents went out to stroll sometime ago (they're back now) so I used that time to play some bit of Audi. Now I can do finishing move for 140bpm! Yay!
That's my first time. It's still kinda unstable but it's an improvement. And Jia Hui might be coming next friday, I'm sure I said that yesterday already
OH AND YESTERDAY.....some EVIL DOWNPOUR in the morning I was caught up in! We were having waterfalls in RGS and my umbrella's practically NO USE. Lol!
And poor Banana. I met her underneath J block when I was going toilet before assembly, and she was like holding up this pathetic dripping umbrella and pointing it at me and saying, "you're dry!" She's practically wet. Really wet. And I said, "I'M WET" cuz I am. And she was like "oh, okay."
Everybody's some soaked chicken in school except for some lucky ones who...well...either had their arrival spot at the school bus stop, or had taxis and cars. Apparently I had none of these conditions so yea...
Too bad.
But it's fun! XD
And today's math really made me feel very lonely. I mean...when my dad was howling at me and all that...I suddenly imagined him as my younger brother and I was the one teaching him all I wanted to teach.
How I wish I had a brother. The one I met in my dream.
I mean...yes, I really like my online brother cuz he's awesome and really caring and all that...but...
It would really be nice if I had one by my side.
I've had so many things I wanted to teach. To...teach. And show that I care. I mean...I don't want others to think, like what my parents do, that I'm some selfish idiot who only knows to gain things for myself.
I would really like somebody whom I can try to reach out to and understand.
If I can love that person I...
Nvrm...all that's impossible now, ain't it? It's not like emy and all that. She said her mom had her because her sister said she was lonely. =.=
Okay, gtg. And really nice fanfiction on Detective Conan I read yesterday. Nicest fanfiction that I've read it 1 year ago and searched for it for 1 year. Finally found it!!!
Okay, really gtg. Cya, nighties!***~~~*The Winds struck at 11.30pm*~~~
Friday, September 26, 2008
Ah man, today's Friday.
Hectic day indeed.
Apparently firstly after school Pan, Min and I had to rush towards J1 shared classroom for this entry test to the Advanced Chinese programme next year. Nah, I didn't really wanna do it but somehow there doesn't seem to be any choice. The Chinese teacher'd be disappointed if the 3 of us really ponned lol. But they need an average grade point of 3.6, and with the condition of my math I think I can't get that, even if I have my Jap to pull me up by the end of EOYs. Haiz...
Risky...
And I guarantee you, the theme of the chinese essay wasn't anything really very easy. It's about "Happiness", so we had to write about what we think happiness is, and whether it exists in our hearts and our thoughts about it etc etc...
Yeah, practised Crapthology.
And according to Pan's reaction to Hilary's "Why don't you practise Chimnology?", she said tht Chim Crapthology sucked even more.
Yup. So it does.
Anyway after that we had to rush up to the Dry Lab at lvl 2 and grab our Physics PTs up to the third floor lab. =.= We had to wait there for the PT demonstration, luckily I managed to get my idiotic mirrors working. For quite some time they could only work with MY torch, nothing else, but I realized that the lab torches worked with mine as long as I finetuned the angles.
Az's didn't work, but yeah. Cheer up! You got highest in the lvl for history!
OH SHOOT.
I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT TO HAND UP MATH ASSIGNMENT.
OMG OMG OMG............!!!!!!!!!!!!(*(&#$(*&@)#(*%&*&!@*&^&*(&^&%$#%^%&
I'M SO DEAD.
Haiz.
Hectic school, hectic life.
Heck.
And after the physics thingy, Az and I rushed down to the dance room cuz we had dance exam on that day. =.= Put stupid name tags on both front and back, they weren't of much use since they flipped everywhere when we danced. And mine dropped off. But yeah...at least we did the eight-point turn and the new yorker and whateva pretty nicely.
So we passed. Ain't it that easy?
Hmm...anyways bought the 22nd book of Tsubasa Chronicles today. Bought the 21st book of Tsubasa on Wednesday. It was wonderful, I love the plot. And it's become a nice hobby to read the manga with Cherlynn on the bus and all that. We both got pretty into the plotline.
And I'm thinking whether I should really continue my first Detective Conan fanfic, "Abandoned Soul". I mean...it feels evil to just leave it dangling there. A reader sent me a review some months ago trying to ask me to continue. And I read a fanfic yesterday whereby the author apologized and said it must have been real long and ppl must have thought he dropped it. And that kinda made me realize something...after all, Abandoned Soul wasn't meant to be abandoned.
Okay.
Maybe I'll pick it up again, after the EOYs. That'll be good.
Hmm...for now, I just have to do SOME bit of mugging, SOME bit of play, SOME bit of thinking on all those stuff.
Anyway Jonny was pretty upset yesterday night, said he kinda had a tough relationship with yh. Well, I can't blame him. Joy is afterall...a blindfold to reality at times. It can be both renewing and destructive. Depends on how you take it; any medicine can be both a healer and a poison, right?
Cheer up. Things will get okay as long as you live through them. Ignore trivial matters and don't let them haunt you; they're not worth your vexation. Well you control your own heart, the decisions are yours to make, so motivate yourself to step on the right path.
Just remember that things don't always seem to be in their Golden Ages forever. Afterall, we're living beings. There are such things as miscommunication, and when that happens to you, you just have to forgive. There's nothing better in this world than forgiving; if not we wouldn't have thrived till now.
Okay, enough talk. Oh and I had t do the lit stuff testimony today. Can't say much about it, confidentiality. =.=
And I got 8/11 for GEOG!!!
Missed 4.0 by like 1 mark.
But nvrm I'm HAPPY AND THAT'S IT!!!
The highest was 10.5, Keer. But nvrm, I'll just set another target for myself again next time, going slowly. I thought I was gonna fail; there's one person who failed in the class and Ms Wong said that the whole shool didn't really do well. So yeah...I'm content with mine for now.
And didn't go to school yesterday after all. Min also, she changed her mind. Jia Hui and I managed to execute the plan just fine, and we got to my house by like...8 o'clock. So we revised Jap and I introduced her to Audi. She fell in love with it lol; might come over to my house next Friday after eng exam to play and do some work together.
Jap exam yesterday wasn't that hard too. It was tricky, I had to say, but yeah...interesting. In the forms of time management I did quite ok bah...had 1h left for Sakubun. And just hope no careless mistakes.
Anyway a joke for Physics:
Q: If 10 fish were in a tank and 1 died and got removed, would the water volume increase or decrease?
A: Increase!
Q: Why?!?!
A: Because the other fishes cried!
And Mrs Tan said "ha that got me" XD she was trying to solve the question after I sent her the sms! Omg lol...sorry for wasting her time but yeah. Hope she forgives me lol.
Okie, gtg do something by now. Too much rest, eat dinner. Cya! Nights!***~~~*The Winds struck 7.49pm*~~~
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Originally today was supposed to be a good day.
It's good, but there's just got to be a bit of...humidity to this wonderful weather in my heart, eh?
Thanks to the teacher. (Not letting out the teacher's name)
And Mumu. Not much of her fault, we were supposed to be going back to my house and play some audi together; wanted to get her started off before she stumbles around as a greenhorn. After all...audi's not that easy to get when you've just started. And she got herself into trouble so she had to be...yea...
I shan't say too much uncessary things.
Anyway I managed to slip past a terrible bafflement today. Not bafflement, more of torn between what to do and what not to do. Well...school allowed all third lang students to not come tomorrow, cuz we're having our Jap EOY exam on that day, yet all the third lang ppl in my class except me are going school. But in the end I decided not to go.
It's my choice anway.
Then Mumu and I, we're gonna revise Jap together in my house.
Anyways for sewing today we were talking about some beauty tips. =.= Which I didn't really feel very attracted to, and caused Brillia to have that signature baby giggle which scared our teacher off.
Apparently she was a bit shy about CERTAIN stuff.
And the sewing teacher said my pouch was one of her favourite!!! Omg yay!!! I never knew she loved simplicity. I was just doing that design n 15 minutes with all the sewing machine work, of course I DESIGNED it before I did it...never knew she really liked it.
But it does express my nature pretty well.
Let's see...what else to say...
Not much.
Oh well.
AH played audi today. =.= Played Erawind, and made her license to lvl 7. And bought her new hair, new clothes. Whee...lol.
Ok, cya.
Tomorrow gonna show Mumu about audi, after we finish revising Jap. Or breaks inbetween.
Nighties ppl. Wish me gd luck for my Japanese EOYs tomorrow...
I'm so dead.
Oh and I bought manga today. Tsubasa chronicles. NOT BAD...XD I love the drawing style. The plot's pretty cool too, tho I didn't really understand cuz I started from book 21 LOL.***~~~*The Winds struck at 10.05pm*~~~
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Oh man since now Audi's having some patching maintenance that's EXTENDED without further notice YET, I shall blog.
Today's basically...well...horrendous.
Thanks to Physics. I shan't say the teacher's name for some confidential purposes, and we shall call the teacher..."teacher". Yeah, got it?
Okay. So we were supposed to demonstrate our optics physics PTs to teacher today at 5 pm, and our class was originally supposed to be there a 4 pm. Somehow teacher slotted another class inbetween and we got pushed back. WORLD TAEKWONDO FEDERATION!!! (btw that's my new curseword) And more outrageously...teacher told us to go home at 5 pm without seeing us! So we waited 2h for NOTHIN. No nothin. World Taekwondo Federation!!!
And we ended up going home 2h late. Cher went to far east to eat KFC lol, while I was stuck in school doing homework with Az. But yeah...treated her to a packet of Amos Cookies which she really liked and yeah...And something like...Ashley kinda meddled with us and it was pretty funny but I'm too lazy to talk about it so yeah.
Yeah.
I'm in a bad moon, man.
AMENDMENT: I'm in a bad MOOD, man.
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Cough.
Ah well. PHILO PT!!! WORLD TAEKWONDO FEDERATION!!!
I haven't started. And dang math. It's...terrible.
Anyway bro finally managed to come online yesterday, been talking to him after maybe...1 month? Or less, I think. He's real nice to talk to, quite a good comfort especially since I'm in a damp mood yesterday.
Well, I'm in a damp mood practically everyday.
And today I'm in a flaming mood.
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It's annoying how sometimes people just have to contradict others at times. I mean, it isn't as if you're the only one who's always right, or you think you're so almighty and full of pride with others beneath you.
And indirectly telling that person about it is downright rotten.
Directly or indirectly, heck care.
If it's constructive critism or critiques, I accept it. Say it nicely and that's it, as long as you're not violating upon my own thoughts and confidence.
But to indirectly, and STRONGLY, show your disapproval just like that without any REASON, sucks.
Right to the bottom of blackened hearts.
What's all that talk about? If you think your judgement is SO right and SO worth using to indirectly give others some impacting stab, you're WRONG.
When will you EVER see this?
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Enough of talking. The Audi patch is making me start to boil on my heels. =.=
Haiz ah well.
First the teacher, now the audi.
And on Thursday I'm having my Japanese third lang exam, and school allowed us to not come for lessons.
But as I guessed, my mom wasn't that nice and trusting. She wanted me to go to school.
BUT I SERIOUSLY NEED THE TIME TO STUDY JAPANESE. I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED!!!
So my friend and I had a plot in mind, to meet outside and go back to my house to revise jap together after my parents left. So like that we can revise, play, revise, play.
Haiz...still considering.
But if the rest are going to school, I might go too. Cuz somehow Thurs lessons seem pretty important too.
If only it was a wednesday.
Ah well...things cant change now. For goodness sake. =.=
Cya! Gtg man. Bye.
Loads of homework.***~~~*The Winds struck at 6.23pm*~~~
Monday, September 22, 2008
WHOAS people, sry about not blogging for like...1 month! Almost. Sorry, I'm really sorry about that.
Not like I'm having enough personal space to get aside from my parents and blog for some time. EOYs coming next week, starting with Japanese, and I just had my Jap oral today. It was hideous in a way that...yeah...everything's in Jap but somehow I think I managed to NOT flunk it.
I managed to memorise the self intro after all. And the teacher's pure Japanese, she threw me lots of tough questions which...I had 2 that I wasn't really prepared for. But I managed to slide through them just fine. And we talked about Detective Conan, thanks to me saying I loved drawing and then she linked it to Japanese manga and all that. Lol.
Saw another spirit today in the morn, at the void deck. This one I was very sure now. I practicall SAW it; a slow streak passing through a short distance from the right to left, with reference to my point of view. She was wearing red-blue-white striped collared shirt, light brown pants, and long black hair. Didn't see her face, but seriously...omg lol. She was a bit hostile I think. I didn't do anything, just stared blankly in her place where she was supposed to be, and left afterwards. I've been seeing my spirits for many times now, and I'm no longer so scared of them.
They're after all...energies. Perhaps, fifth dimensional energies. But Endro raised a good point; they are't pure spirits. Their energy feels as though they've got something like...impurities stuck in them. They're kinda contaminated. Perhaps that's what we mean by trapped spirits. They're different from the freedom which death brings towards the 5th.
And I got light back! Yea! Can start healing again! I managed to stop a baby from crying on the mrt right after I visualized myself hugging him in this place full of warm light. He stopped crying immediately!
Okay, gtg. Do homework. Cya!!! Night!***~~~*The Winds struck at 9.58pm*~~~
Monday, September 8, 2008
Whoa sorry peeps, been 1 week since I last posted, ne? Ah well...many things happened over the hols, too much to explain in one go. I'll just state that I went to the Singapore Flyer with my parents, had some bit of fun there (would be intriguing if not for the dizziness which weighed me down), and played audi and wrote fanfics as timekillers.
It wasn't like I played a lot, cuz mom insisted that I read Chinese and do some studying. Not a really bad idea, considering how EOYs are fatefully nearing. Idiotic pitchforkers if there's even such a word.
I can't write a lot now in the blog for today.
Just that I took up a challenge to write 30 oneshots centering on Shinichi and Yuusaku pairing. A tough pairing to write too, and readers are still anticipating my next chapter of Wasurete Kudasai. Writer's block. Argh...
Today was generally fine. Chinese teacher liked my compo on Salvador Dali and read it out to the class. Not that I think they really understood or even listened but it's good enough. XD I don't really like being suddenly lifted out and have my stuff showcased so abruptly; I'd prefer to go the natural way with time and wait till that person understands me more.
But it's still warmly gratifying in a way.
Played Audi today afterschool. Got Eltheron involved in many club dances, and got registered as a couple with another Audi girl (I was playing the guy); we coupled for the club dances and managed to get 1 Best Couple position, pretty heartwarming too. That's nice, 2000 den bonus too for being a couple. XD
Trying to get Endro's backfiring lil com to download Audi software. She deleted the whole thing the day when she couldn't open it; I waited for another day and I could open the autopatch. Haiz...the download takes 3h for her, not that it's really easy with her dad prowling around everyday.
Anyway last Sunday's art lesson was atrocious. Endro brought her plaster skull over so we had to sketch it, and apparently it was really REALLY tough. And Endro herself was saying, "aw man it's so hard to draw."
And Rui Jia said, "Dude, you brought it here."
It doesnt sound so hilarious in words but seriously, I swear, their voices were..............=.o"
And the art teacher kept hiccuping. o.O So funny, no offense. Endro and I couldn't stifle our laughters very well so in the end we ended up with a festered Rui Jia, who pretty much complained about both the teacher's persistent hiccups AND our laughters being very very disturbing. Sorry, Rui. But seriously, it's hard to control once you're enrolled into the laughing fit.
Yeah, the Laughing Fit.
Hmm...sounds interesting.
Anyway Azzy got herself a fringe. It was good in a way, but I preferred it when she clipped it up on both sides. Her face shape's more suitable for long fringes, that'd look pretty. But clipping up the fringe still looks way better than Azzy without a fringe and Azzy with a fringe that juts downwards. Grats, Az. You got urself a pretty good hairstyle.
And she was petrified by a palm-sized bug on her bed yesterday. Thanks to her NS bro who chased it away; there were 2! Haha. Mooncake bugs. Coming after Azzy for eating too many mooncakes before lantern festival. Gd luck, hope nothing crawls on ur bed these days anymore, Az!
Okay, gtg, pain in the shoulders. Dunno why. Cya!!! Bye!!! Night!!! o.O***~~~*The Winds struck at 10.22pm*~~~
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