Wandering with the Wind...

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Just thought of a phrase I created today. "We worship and we rely, but when we believe, we create." Ok that's all. o.O

Haiz...I wish I can reaaaaaally just take a lil break from all these crap. It's never-ending, and I can't find a way out. Besides...the gradual shadowing of this reality right now is frightening me, the way people don't see the truth and the COMMON SENSE behind many things.

Well why do I say this...? Apparently today on the bus I sat beside this uncle, who was...in some words pretty inconsiderate and BLASTED a traditional hokkien song that sounded so creamy and...disgusting. Okay...it's his choice of song but I seriously dislike the tune; it makes me wanna puke. Well the whole bus was staring at him and a lady behind whispered something, and he got angry, so he was like "Say lah. It's my freedom what. If you're rude then I'll be rude also lah." The vibrations he carried in that speech was disturbing. It's rooted from some serious hole in his spiritual energy field. -.-

Don't ask me why, I just tried healing with the Light Waterfall Technique again. It's good, the technique, cuz it kinda works more and more efficiently especially when I'm frequently practising it. Yeah well...pretended as though I'm sleeping and it was easier cuz there were less distractions, so first I tried calming that guy down. I had that familiar light confidence in this becuz he was just sitting next to me, a close distance, so it was easy to connect.

Then I tried raising his vibrational energies by visualizing his molecular fields, and leading light into them. Well...light raises vibrations, so I think it worked though I'm not sure. I DID have this vision of everybody's vibrational energies in that bus and I managed to see his a lil higher than last time, though I'm not sure if it would last. I visualized myself opening a window in his room of mind and allowing the light in, but perhaps overtime that window pane will close again. Haiz...tiring. It's hard to heal sometimes, takes lots of energy and drains your own especially when you're working with transferring that stream of light over.

I don't know if I have to keep doing this till the ascension comes in 2012. It's gonna be tough, though I do hope I'll manage through all that.

OH YEAH. My hammies gave birth to 4 miraculous babies! Dango and Omusu! Ahh well, I saw it when I was filling their food tray today morning, spotted something wriggling amongst the shredded tissues and GASPED IN SHOCK. XD They were cute, small, grayish pink. Awww........

But 1 died by the time I came home from school. Not sure if the Dango bit it or something, but when I held it in my hand, it was STARK COLD. FREEZING. DEAD.

No blood circulation I guess. That's so...sad.

Okay...did camouflage stuff for NCC Air today, had to wear no.4 uniform and roll around in the mud. THANK HEAVENS HUH, THANKS FOR THE RAIN TODAY MORNING. REALLY. THAAAAAAANNNNKKKKSSSS. Thanks for making the mud watery. Heh.

Learnt about Arc of Fire...Field Signals, Indication of Target, Estimation of Distances...blah blah. First time I tried the "Seek Cover" thingy, I got spotted by Maam XD. The second time was better, though Sergeant Amanda saw Jia Jing and I huddled behind a mess of trees. Well Maam said we were good cuz she didn't see us though. ^^ Quite fun, just that it was really dirty.

Alright, did sewing module for Aesthetics today anyway. Haiz...I hate sewing. No offense, but I really do. I don't like the kind of arts and design whereby you sit down before some monotonous buzzing machine AND with the high risk of letting a needle slice through your whole skin and bone. -.- Scary AND boring AND stupid. It's craft, too solid, not the kind of fluid creativity that you can express on canvas and paper, something you can draw or paint or colour. No offense, sewing-lovers. Don't pitchfork me.

Cuz even if I'm deprived of many rights, I'm still fighting to maintain what little of real choice freedom I have now.

Fine. I won't get more emo now.

Bye people, I gotta go do my share of researching the History PT or Jia Hui's gonna be the one killing me. *Holds up her birthday package meekly* Don't kill me~I did this for you!

Okay bye. Cya, nighties. Sweet dreams even if it's ghost fest.

PS: I did feel a ghost in my room tho, energies felt like a male. There was heat when he was close too. Haiz...luckily he left after around 10 min. Felt him around 2 days ago when I was chatting with Chen Yun online. He was loitering in my room and I had sudden flashing visions of his positions around the house, like...tracking his energy routes. -.- It was creepy. But he was gone after awhile, through the door.

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~~~*The Winds struck at 9.08pm*~~~

Aurinya blogged at 8:37 PM

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