Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Aw man...today was both sucky AND fine. Sounds weird, I know, but don't ask me why. Things just happen the way they do. -.-
Sewing tomorrow, IFC test over at the NCC campus AGAIN...I'm gonna die. Revising my IFC notes right now, but yeah...my knee. *Sob* We may have to do leopard crawl and whatever thingies...I'm gonna die. If the scab comes out...............
Sheesh. That means no.4 uniform tomorrow PLUS leaving lessons early at 11.30am. Not a very good thing for me. I'd rather do that stupid sewing module than go for a rifle or whateva test. ><
Today Ang Sensei got the cold so she didn't come for Japanese, and we had Akimoto Sensei as a relief teacher. She's okay I think, her teaching style's a lil slow and at times...when she says everything in Japanese, it can get a lil confusing. Tiffy and I wished Ang Sensei a "get well soon" too, and she was happy XD.
OH YEAH. Today's Jia Hui's birthday, 29th July!!! Woo hooooooooo grats and HAPPY BDAE JIA HUI!!!
Since I've got some time here...(today's slack, finished History PT and all that so nothing much to bother about), I'm gonna start a little on my findings and thoughts these days. Haven't been talking much about spirituality, apparently Chen Yun and I got pissed off by a very practical RI guy who so doesn't understand our convos.
Skip the following spiritual part if you want. I don't expect anybody (except a certain few) to even bother a heck about it anyway.
Well, for healing, I've done another finding through thinking over certain stuff. There was one day when it was rigth after a rain so there were occasional raindrops from the sky, and as I cycled home, I felt the water splatter on my arm. So I was thinking...why do certain things feel nice and certain things don't? Why does the coolness of a raindrop refresh and the scalding of a fire result in pain?
If so, why do we feel scalded? What is the meaning behind this sensation which branches into this sharp stab in our consciousness, why does it cause this much harm to us, why don't we like it as much as the coolness of a raindrop on the skin? And in turn...why doesn't a raindrop feel painful? Why doesn't it bring pain and uncomfortable sensations like a scald from a flame does?
And following this line of reasoning, I managed to come to the final result of "even spreading of energy frequencies". If a certain object, for example a cooling raindrop, carries a balanced vibrational frequency which is similar to the person's, it will carry forth a pleasant sensation to the subject. When energy frequencies are too high or too low, and not fitted to the subject's personal vibrational grids, then it can only cause destruction and create unpleasant sensations. Just imagine it like a ripple in a calm sea, originating from the point in the energy field where that negative frequency hit and entered the subject's energy realms. This also happens to cause certain amount of destruction to our chakras too, for they begin to be blocked by accumulated negative energies.
That's why if we raise or lower our vibrational frequencies accordingly, in alignment to that of the origin of certain sensations, we can disregard unpleasant energy clashes and be in harmony with the frequencies of all kinds. On a larger scale, we can alternate our frequencies back and forth according to a much more vast realm of allowance, as in...our limits are not that constrained. This will allow healing to operate much more efficiently and at any time, any place, it will be able to happen naturally.
As such, that leaves us with one more step to go to enhance this operation. We'll need to find a way to alternate energy frequencies in personal energy fields, firstly our own and gradually progressing towards a more universal scale, so as to vibrate in harmony with the varied kinds of vibrations existent in this world. We may be able, using this method, to transform many unpleasant sensations into pleasant ones, and negative energy frequencies such as pain and anger will be slowly depleted.
One more question from this finding...if we can attempt this for physical healing and amending of feelings/sensations, is it really possible to try this same method for healing emotional and spiritual cases? The vibrations in this world are bereft of a certain level of awareness. If we incorporate this observation into our practices, will we be able to span out the frequency allowance plane on a global scale?
This is one of my observations, and I'm hoping to find chances to incorporate it into my practice attempts.
Alright, I've gotta go now. Better fold my NCC sleeves...revise some IFC notes...before I start dying straightaway tomorrow.
*Affirms* NO rifle bruises for you, Zann!
Nighties, bye. Cya guys, will try to write sooner or later. XD
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