Wandering with the Wind...

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Hi guys! Back again...

Today school was...well, nothing much to say. Everybody wasn't particularly up to Bahasa Melayu so our group got only 3/10 for that quiz...Guess what? As expected, Zera-san's group got the highest of 6/10! Congratulations...I suppose I should start revising Malay too. For my group's and my own sake. Took 190 bus with Azzy, Tiffy and Jia Hui. Joked quite some bit...o.=

Ms Wong's geog lesson ate into Mr Singh's physics lesson today (not that I'm unhappy about it), and she was like "Mr Singh??? Ahhh I'm gonna get killed by him!" Lol...Oh well, she DID write a note, and Mr Singh didn't seem very pleased about his decreased lessontime...Haiz...speaking of teacher conflicts...they always seem to blame the students, don't they? o.O

Haha...Hammies were really well-behaved today. I'm still a little worried about whether Onigiri drank water from the bottle but...the waterlevel did drop. I dunno...cuz hamsters are desert animals so I can't possibly expect them to drink too much...Dango and Omusu were REALLY cute!!! Kawaii desu! I put them on my hands and let them play...omg sooooo sweet~!

Okay. I've actually got lots of things to say about my feelings right now, cuz I'm listening to a rather emo music called "Hokage's Death" from Naruto, but...I don't wanna bombard the blog with emo stuff. Besides, some things are best to keep to myself. Well, apparently you guys aren't gonna understand and sometime soon you'll start getting sick of it...so yeah...

File 656 came out...wasn't very interesting, apparently it was all a deduction show by CONAN, instead of SHINICHI, and...-.- I wonder when we're gonna make some progress from the first square...By the way, "Naming the Truth" fanfic isn't updated yet!!! Omg...the author left us with a terrible cliffhanger saying Shinichi fainted in-front of Kaitou due to physical illness...AND HE LEFT US HANGING THERE!!! Omg...I'm gonna die...TOT

Just to tell ya guys, Azzy got to be the "English Queen" for yesterday, personally crowned by Ms Choo herself...Cuz Azzy did really well for the poetry FA, 19/25, really good...top of the class. Haha grats! XD That's a great feat.

Tomorrow there's Jap class and we're checking files...Have to bring all of the previously finished files such as Hiragana, Katakana, Kanji...Omg this is terrible. Next week there's Japanese CA4 too. I'll have to stick at home and revise for the weekends...

And there's English FA tomorrow. AGAIN. T.=

Sometimes I wish there's just a break for us. Everybody's catering to the SCHOOL'S needs, not the STUDENTS' needs. Like what Azzy said, they don't seem to realize that all the activities they're trying to get us involved in actually makes us hate it even more...Haiz. This world is stupid sometimes. I know this is an all-too-judgemental statement but sometimes, it can be true. If you look carefully around, there're lots of cliches littered everywhere. It's all the mould.

And we can't break out from it. Cause the society doesn't believe that we can.

We've been striving on technology and sciences and math...but what about spirituality? Life? Freedom of choices? A carefree world??? What happened to all those? I'm sure that the beginning of reality didn't create a blueprint of a stressful world, one without freedom but just educating and working for 3 quarters of your life...this is...I mean, it's really insane.

And that's why I've been feeling hopeless. After every math or physics lesson, I'll want to cry. That's for sure. Be it algebra, fractions, graphs, statistics...I suck at them all. Haiz...

I did another spray picture with Paint due to my emptiness and...er...emo-ness??? Oh well, I titled it "Faraway Dream".

Shows a shining tree in the middle of an opening of light, encased in darkness. The tree is a wish, a dream that everybody had been born with from the beginning of life, a tree that lights up in a faraway land shining its mysterious aura that...can't reach us. Because there're too many hinderers in life, in reality, in that dark shadowy corner lurking in our bereft hearts.

At times we scream, but our words are not heard. At times we cry, but no one sense our tears. At times we feel empty, like a dried-up well, but there isn't the water to fill us up back again. We're encaged in a realm of eternal darkness, left with a vain vision of a dream, a desired life, a wish which we had used to see when we were young...a dream that is now departing. A dream that is beginning to leave us as we cross over more from the spiritual world beyond into the harsh bars of reality.

Sad truth, isn't it? Oh well, here's the picture.

Anyway here's another picture I drew, titled "Loneliness". Well yeah...sry about all the emo stuff here, cuz I'm really not feeling very up to my life right now. -.- Don't blame me for what I feel. Sometimes these comes naturally, especially this year for some reason. I keep feeling terribly empty.

Okay, I'd better go pack my bag and sleep soon...tomorrow I'll be having another tough day with third lang...won't be reaching home until 8pm. Going to watch Shamisen recital over at moelc next tuesday before CA4. Hmm...quite exciting, ne?

Jyaa, cya guys! Bye and Night! Sweet dreams~!

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Aurinya blogged at 8:49 PM

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