Wandering with the Wind...

Monday, August 25, 2008

Haiz...dammit. When I finally managed to play audition, my dad came home and he began spouting all those nonsense about kids getting over-indulged in games and dying in-front of the com and jumping down the buildings or all that crap. DAMMIT. And he claims he got headache. He does all that crap just to get me down from the com. WHAT THE CRAP.

Come ON!!! It's AFTER EXAM, can't I just play a lil??????????

They'll never understand. They'll never understand that I'M NOT their obedient daughter, I'm NOT an idiotic bookworm who excels in everything. I'm NOT able to survive without play. I'm NOT able to survive in this stupid undiscerning society who cares nothing more than competition.

I'm ME. I'm MYSELF. I'm my OWN PERSONALITY. Dammit.

Nevermind.

Anyway I wonder about my group's gym chreography. What am I gonna like...do? The whole rehearsal went down the drain, and somehow subconsciously, I seemed to take responsibility of them and I'm like "what the hell"...There wasn't any leader appointed, but why am I like the one trying to pull things together? Thanks to being the choreographer from the start. =.= In the end only left half of the group left, and the choreography was kinda in a mess. Haiz...Mrs Jay, just don't kill me.

Math exam sucks today. It wasn't good, wasn't the worst exam I've had, but still...haiz. I think I'm gonna fail. Left one question blank after trying sooooooo many times to do it. I just don't get the HANG of Algebra, dammit!

Ah sheesh.

Anyway my dad had a terrible fever of 40 degrees celsius since Saturday, but he's basically recovered. I tried healing with the light spectrum hypothesis I've just came up about wavelengths and frequencies according to the light colour, but I'm not sure if it worked cuz this time it was particularly energy-draining and took a relatively longer time to work (by the end of the day). Also, I was "handicapped" in healing him cuz it's hard to find a reason to get into contact and channel the energy through; after all, he might just think I'm being some idiotic idiot.

This Friday is Teacher's Day. I think I'll get a towel cake for Ang Sensei, and maybe draw a card, together with a poem I wrote, for Mrs Tan. I think I'll get something else for Xie Lao Shi, still thinking.

Azzy finished her fanfic. She nids to wait 2 more days to publish. XD Gambatte Kudasai!!!

Okay, I'm pretty tired now, cya people. Wish me good luck with my gym thingy, cya night!

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~~~*The Winds struck at 7.56pm*~~~

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