Wandering with the Wind...

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Whow not much to say man, for today. It's pretty bland a day if u wanna call it. Doing math...math...math...........

And dad got really angry with me having conceptual problems and careless mistakes in Math.

Not like I can actually help it!

I mean...he expects me to just know everything after telling me once. How the heck---????

Nvrm. Skip the topic.

Was just reading some news on yahoo.

And surfed Asahi.com just for fun. It's a Japanese news site anyway, won't hurt to read it eh.

Here's a bunch of news I found pretty interesting on the Jap site. Well...I can't say I KNOW what it says, but I'm just playing some guessing games. Hope it worked, but yeah. If any of you knows Japanese, dun laugh at me if I got it wrong.

社会に大きな衝撃を与えた福岡市の小学１年富石弘輝（こうき）君（６）の殺害事件。殺人などの疑いで福岡県警に逮捕された母親の薫容疑者（３５）が、弁護人の接見に、事件前後の心の動きを語り始めている。子どもへの負い目、自殺未遂、殺害後の混乱……。弁護人の説明からは、病気と育児に悩む母親の素顔が垣間見える。

　弁護人によると、薫容疑者は夫と弘輝君の３人暮らし。薫容疑者は数年前から全身に激しい痛みが生じる病気を患い、トイレの際は夫や弘輝君に手伝いを頼んでいた。１人でいる時は極力水分をとらないようにしていたという。

　厚生労働省によると、この病気は原因が不明だ。治療法も確立されていない。現在の薫容疑者は警察署内で階段を歩くことも難しいという。

　一方、弘輝君には軽度の発達障害があり、小学校では特別支援学級に通っていた。薫容疑者は「手がかかる」と感じていたという。
　自らの病気で主治医に入院を勧められたが、「弘輝と夫を２人だけにするわけにいかない」と断った。ただ、授業参観などに満足に参加できず、不満を募らせる弘輝君に負い目を感じていたという。

　病状は最近、悪くなった。何度か自殺を考え、今月上旬には大量の睡眠薬をのんだという。薫容疑者が薬を流し台にはき、弘輝君が水を流してもう一度のむのを防いだこともあった。事件の１０日ほど前からは、自殺に使うために細長いホースを持ち歩くようになっていた。７月の夏祭りですくった金魚を飼うためのものだった。

　今年の夏休み、薫容疑者は弘輝君とほとんど遊んであげられず、事件直前の２、３日は寝たきりだった。「たまには遊ぼう」と２人で向かったのが小戸公園だった。

Speaking of which, I think it's about this young boy of 6 years old...committed suicide because of having many turmoils through his illness. Well...something like he can't take the pain and he somehow committed suicide in the bathroom with something that's gotta do with water. And er....not really sure about this part but...his mother saw it???

Nvrm. I'm just a blind rat nosing around in a bunch of Japanese words.

Not like I don't find it fun anyway. It's a nice thing to do at times, test your comprehension of the language.

And here's the link to the website, if you need it: www.asahi.com

Okay. Parents went out to stroll sometime ago (they're back now) so I used that time to play some bit of Audi. Now I can do finishing move for 140bpm! Yay!

That's my first time. It's still kinda unstable but it's an improvement. And Jia Hui might be coming next friday, I'm sure I said that yesterday already

OH AND YESTERDAY.....some EVIL DOWNPOUR in the morning I was caught up in! We were having waterfalls in RGS and my umbrella's practically NO USE. Lol!

And poor Banana. I met her underneath J block when I was going toilet before assembly, and she was like holding up this pathetic dripping umbrella and pointing it at me and saying, "you're dry!" She's practically wet. Really wet. And I said, "I'M WET" cuz I am. And she was like "oh, okay."

Everybody's some soaked chicken in school except for some lucky ones who...well...either had their arrival spot at the school bus stop, or had taxis and cars. Apparently I had none of these conditions so yea...

Too bad.

But it's fun! XD

And today's math really made me feel very lonely. I mean...when my dad was howling at me and all that...I suddenly imagined him as my younger brother and I was the one teaching him all I wanted to teach.

How I wish I had a brother. The one I met in my dream.

I mean...yes, I really like my online brother cuz he's awesome and really caring and all that...but...

It would really be nice if I had one by my side.

I've had so many things I wanted to teach. To...teach. And show that I care. I mean...I don't want others to think, like what my parents do, that I'm some selfish idiot who only knows to gain things for myself.

I would really like somebody whom I can try to reach out to and understand.

If I can love that person I...

Nvrm...all that's impossible now, ain't it? It's not like emy and all that. She said her mom had her because her sister said she was lonely. =.=

Okay, gtg. And really nice fanfiction on Detective Conan I read yesterday. Nicest fanfiction that I've read it 1 year ago and searched for it for 1 year. Finally found it!!!

Okay, really gtg. Cya, nighties!

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~~~*The Winds struck at 11.30pm*~~~

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