Wandering with the Wind...

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Okay I'm back - as promised, I'm putting up the photo of my (and my art teacher's) painting together:

OMG I just realized I love it~! Okay I think I'm getting a bit ego. Well...the carrot was mainly my work, especially the shadowed part of the carrot, but the white streaks were by the teacher. Oh man the bottle was mainly his work - mine was black, then he ran over it with colours. O.O They look pretty don't they? And the apple too. He added more life to it.

Well, on to other stuff.

I just finished all my homework save for Commonwealth Essay (in which I have a writer's block), and the Speech & Drama "Introduce yourself in a creative way". I've got ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA what to write for those two. So I think I'll put them back a bit. I finished all others anyway, and more than what was required for math too. I really need to buck up on that subject; to prove to myself and others than I can really be who I am.

Hmm...let's see, I think I should really tell you about my dreams yesterday and today afternoon during nap. For yesterday, I can't really remember most of my dream, but there was an astral travel, and I was semi-conscious while I was coming out.

In the dream, I was staring at this computer (at that point of time it was little into lucid dreaming), and it was something like a wish list; what you want to do, and what you wanna get. So I filled in for the 3 options...one is to improve math, the other to astral travel, the third I could not remember. Then after that somehow I went to a chakra site, and they taught me to work on the 3 chakras for astral travelling, though I could not remember how.

Basically I focused on my Solar Plexus chakra first, and immediately I was like semi-conscious and feeling the damned great vibration WITHIN me, between my chest and my back. It was WITHIN, mainly to the back though, for the first time. Then after that I shifted to something above, I think was the heart chakra. I couldn't remember what I felt for that one, but for the last one I focused on my crown chakra.

I saw violet, luminant violet, and on the com it said "think of the solar system" and I thought of huge planets (I think one of them was jupiter) with no sound - vacuum in outer space, and immediately I felt myself floating outwards on my (right) side. I was really like coming out, could feel it; but I wanted to go back again cuz at that time it was around 6.30 I think and I was very very tired, didn't feel like journeying outside. And there was the feeling of vulnerability again; I didn't like the vibration cuz it felt a little forceful, and it was like there was something powerful outside that I did not like the prospect of meeting it unprotected...like, without my body.

Well, yea.

Then for the nap dream, Endro was in it. My mom and I were walking along the streets at night in a weird place, the floors were rugged and dusty, but kinda wet. Then we met this man who was selling weird UFO-shaped toys, with vibrant luminant colours mainly green, red, and blue, and the toys could fly. There was a strange stick or something which we would have to hold, and wherever we point the stick the UFO toy would fly in that direction. Something like aero-modelling I did in NCC air, just that it wasn't connected with strings or anything.

It was more of...connected by energy, cuz I could feel the weight on the end of the stick as I pointed and the toy moved.

Then my mom bought one, though I said it was too ex. Well I played with it. O.O Then after that I found a weird white recorder (with many many more holes) in my mom's room, it could play a larger range of tunes than my own recorder, though it was very weirdly shaped, and when I tried it the sound was like shrieking. Not very nice, but I was interested in taking it along. Then I don't know where my mom went, instead I found myself with Endro walking in streets in the same town, and we talked (can't remember contents of chat).

We came to this household where an old grumpy woman was living alone, and the stone grounds were very wet like after a rain. Her house was very dusty; dark, no lights, feeling very very ghostly. At that time I saw things all around - white flashes, very quick but long enough for me to catch them, wispy and haunted. I felt that there was a spirit around; a woman, or lady rather, for her energy felt quite young but not younger than 30. Endro felt it too, and we observed the woman.

It felt dangerous, really, I mean the spirit's presence. The old woman looked as if she was living in danger, but wasn't aware of it or did not want to ask for help. She turned her back on us and began cleaning her house, and when she was clearing a part of her floorboard, something was like lifted upwards - a piece of peeled dry paint, I think. It moved of its own accord, and then behind the old woman there was a swirl of air and weird white mist. Endro and I confirmed we saw a ghost, and a very hostile one too.

Then I dunno what I did, something like staring at the ghost, before both Endro and I got assailed by this vision of the ghost's pallid face with huge haunted eyes that looked a bit watery. It was freaky. Endro starting yelling as if she was scared or in pain, and my breath hitched.

Cuz the eyes were so damn real and even when I closed my own I could not get rid of the vision. It was something like the teletubbies' eyes I saw a couple of weeks ago. Freaky, and hard to get rid of. The eyes felt too damn imposing that it was a little painful and horrifying, then Endro and I ran out of the household and back to my grandparents' house (???). Well, after that we talked by the weird tree in my grandparents' yard (real one, just that it was decorated with red pink white and other christmas colours - something that appeared in a previous dream 2 times I think) and I still remember how withdrawn I felt about the old woman's household just a short distance away from ours. The eyes really haunted my dream.

I guess I'll check up dreammoods.com to find some interpretations. I'm really freaked out. The astral travelling one wasn't at all nice too - my 4th or 5th astral travel dream already, I think. I'm getting more of these spiritual dreams nowadays. Not all I like by the way.

Hmm...what else...oh yea today during math tuition I managed to do 2 questions correctly while my partners gave up. Yay! I'm so happy. Even though the astral travel dream made my head very heavy and painful, and I couldn't listen very well during the lesson, I could still think out the solution! Yippeee!!! I really really really...hope my math improves. REALLY hope.

Okay tomorrow's NCC Air day, PT and some drills...=.= Preparing for a long long day ahead. I better sleep early now before I get sick or something - well, school's unpredictable. They can make the healthiest kid ill if they want to.

Right. Gud night, sweet dreams, take care ppl and bye~!

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~~~*Played with the winds at 10.39pm*~~~

Aurinya blogged at 9:52 PM

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