Description: Right, this one is emo. I dunno, the strokes and shading were too hard and dark cuz I couldn't really regulate and distribute the toning very well on the tablet, they were all pixels, remember? Well yea. But the whole idea is there. The girl in some moor looking at the setting sun with leaves all around in the wind - just some sort of thing I do in my world.
Yup, and in this pic I tried a new perspective. From bottom to up, it's pretty common in all the mangas and some other pics, but for me it's my first time trying it and achieving something actually close to the effect. It's pretty challenging; you've got to get all the proportions relatively correct and incorporate the whole down-to-up travelling view meanwhile.
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One good thing about this perspective is that it opens up to the sky and leads the viewers' attention to what's above in your setting. Effective in showing loneliness, thought and some other things I guess.
5) Anatomy Proportions
Description: Just having fun with anatomy. These guidelines are pretty interesting to draw postures with; right now I'm no longer using the main part of Davinci's anatomy guidelines, which is the circles-for-joints thing, cuz it's all too time-consuming and messy if you do that for every single joint you can find. But the main structures are still there. Panyu said she recognized my msn avatar as self-drawn just because of the guidelines - whew, sharp artist, but being observant is something very important for artists after all, if you want to create better works. She's good at these things. I still have a long way to go before I can even catch up with her proportion sense.
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Oh, and she doesn't learn anatomy btw. I'm planning on searching up and knowing more about the muscular and skeletal systems, so that I know how to draw the structure of the body next time - well, just a basic view through everything. I'm not going into as much detail as the organs and all that; maybe someday I would, if I have the heart and time to, but for now...just the things that form the structure will do.
6) Sunset Wanderer (Colour)
Description: It's my first time trying the Corel Painter Essentials 4 software that came with the tablet, and apparently I suck at making things look nice on my first try, but here it is. I liked the colour of the sun and sky though. Especially the sun. I didn't want a sunset that was too warm in this picture - the sky needed a little bit of gray, and the sun had to be some sort of cold yellow for the lonely ambience. I spent a lot of time finding the correct shade and colour for the sun, and the dress was a torture to paint. Perhaps I could start adding the reflections at the outlines later on, after I've gotten myself a bit more familiar with the software, but for now that's all I could do with that time I got on Friday. It was a refreshing experience.
I need to work on the cloak, if you even know it's a cloak (which I doubt you can).
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Okay yup that's all for the art sharing. Time to go on with a brief account of the happenings today...I'm tired and emo now, so I'll just skip through all of them...
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Art lesson at 11am, we drew the structure and basic shadings for 4 bottles and 3 apples (hell lot of things to be drawn in only 3 lessons), with charcoal, that was so darn hard to manipulate for first-timers, but it was relatively fun for the try.
Actually the whole thing's pretty interesting; charcoal prevents you from going into detail, cuz it's almost impossible for you to stroke out everything fine and nice with those thick chunks of sooty things, so you have to look at the big picture all the time. Endro lent me her kneaded eraser since I forgot to bring mine.
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Okay so then after that we were released 1 hour late, which was 15 minutes early for our usual dismissal date, cuz the teacher "kicked" us out of his house cuz we wanted to continue on with our charcoal drawing. Nobody seemed to want to stop so in the end he had to like...take away our boards and force us to stop. Lols.
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Charcoal = Dead Drop Charmer?
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Question Mark.
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Yup so when we were going to the LRT station Endro made Mao eat this weird...uh, red bean green tea bread that she bought from Bread Talk. Yea poor Mao. Apparently it tasted horrible, or so he says. I didn't eat it btw.
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*Laughs at Mao*
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Okay so the three of us ate lunch together at CCK, and then Mao left for his math class, and Endro and I went to the cck library to look for some books to read. I wanted to borrow this sketching and architecture book, but then I had fines to pay in my card, and my Ez-link was out of money, so yea. In the end I just browsed through and left. Endro borrowed everything about the universe and dark matter and sirius. Yup, I could have, but apparently that wasn't the main point of my book-search today.
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Basically that's it, dad and I had a moot over whether I should take grade 8 piano or not, and he got really burned up after that. I dunno, sometimes I just don't want to do certain things. I'm sick of being made to do what I don't want to do - it's okay for the academic things, cuz everyone goes through them anyway, and it's important for survival later on in life. But doing some other things unnecessarily, it really puts me off.
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We can't be everyone you see who're good in certain ways. There're too many ppl in the world with too many talents and wondrous abilities. You can't have all that. For example, Obama's a world leader, can you be one?
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I'm a loner to speak the truth. I do not like being in conspicuous positions which a person gets installed in if he was to be a leader; I like having my own time and own space, and it's best if I'm not given too much attention but still be recognized gradually overtime. The best is adequate attention. It gives you all you need, sufficient, nothing more, and nothing less.
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Sometimes, if not always in the tangled diversity of viewpoints, merely being who you are is enough to make you unique. That's why people are different. If everyone was all-rounded and good at everything, academy, arts, sports, anything you can name, then what's the meaning in everything?
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The world would be bland if there was no diversity. We would see the same creatures walk the earth cuz we have exactly the same looks and same intelligence and a same world in our heart. We would hear the same sounds and see the same things and feel the same energies without having different interpretations of their expressions. How would it be, when the whole world is the same everywhere you go? There would be no self. No identity. Cuz everyone is you, and you are everyone.
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In some way we can call it unity, in a robotic, mechanized world. But that unity holds no meaning as a unity such as teamwork. It has no depth, no meaning, no binding process which holds all the different natures together. It's pure, transparent and clear, but it is bereft of variety and colour.
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I had a dream yesterday. I dreamt of the end of the world, when the volcanoes erupted in this farmland thing, and a meteorite crashed somewhere round the other side of the globe, another was about to crash into the sun, and all the people were freaking out. It was chaos. Then some girl with long black hair came walking up to us holding a black box, and she brought us into the 5th dimension somehow. Everything outside the portal we were in was light. Bright, 5th dimensional light.
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Haiz...I think I'm being a little too emo nowadays. Even through all these years I'm still trying to run from reality. It's most likely what makes up my emoness, not that I don't like being emo, since it gives me the time and space to think, but sometimes...I wish I could be somehow a little more...normal in the heart. I'm not saying I'm different, cuz I'm not - it's just that sometimes I would really wonder why I'm never really seriously attracted to all those happy light-hearted things that this world is filled with at times. I don't like happy songs, I don't like songs like "love story" and all that which many in 207 are obsessed with, and I don't like socializing events.
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The Eng and Lit teachers (names undisclosed for privacy purposes) both said that Az, Cher and I were dark. Maybe in some way we are, though Az claims she's not, I'm emo, but Cher's ultimately just a ball of fun, it's kinda funny that people would just label others for what they judge on first sight. They don't know us much yet. Things are not as simple as you think they are.
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I'll make it clear; 207's an awesome class, I really love it, it's the best class ever in my entire schooling life from p1 to now. I doubt I would ever get to another class as good as this.
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The only reason why the three of us don't appear to be socializing is because we like to hang around together, that's all. I understand that cliques are very unwelcome and teachers do try their best to make everyone come together, but sometimes there can be personal preferences to be respected. Teachers don't know all of their colleagues that well too. There's got to be certain people you want to hang out more with, and others that you don't.
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Seriously, we're just not the popular type, nothing else. We don't hold grudges against anything, anyone in 207, we're just hanging around being who we are and sharing experiences with people we choose to open up to.
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Well yea, now that the declaration's over, I would just say...I just like the feeling of being alone, thinking, trapped in metaphysics, being gone and away in my own world. I'm used to it. Sadness is a nice feeling; it reminds me of nature, when it's raining in a forest and you're beside the pond or river. It's a deep emotion, one which makes you know who you are and what you're composed of.
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Everyone's sadness is different. We have different reasons to be sad, different degrees of it, and different...feelings towards the emotion. It makes people understand each other.
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Haiz okay I guess I should sign off now. Too much ranting. It makes me even more emo now. I should go, cya, night!
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PS: I got shortlisted to attend the interview session next Wed for the Sapporo immersion prog thingy. They chose 6 from RGS. I wonder whether I'll get in.
And sorry for this terrible line-paragraphing, cuz the blogger suddenly couldn't space everything out properly and things appeared in chunks, so I had to take the pain to divide them with these retarded lines.
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~~~*Played with the winds at 9.44pm*~~~