Relationships are such inexplicably crazy things, and yet I seem to find myself frequently amidst crossfires of emotion and thought in a social circle only too small to accommodate such intensity. Today was particularly...should I say, rich, in terms of personal consultations from a couple of friends; there was the Yan Yong problem that has been troubling Ahmad for quite some time now till the last straw today, and a distant friend with whom I hardly ever keep in touch since primary school graduation suddenly messaged me on facebook, telling me how "lost" he was feeling about his life and certain situations he's entangled in. Not that I mind having personal problems "unloaded" onto me of course, because to me the very fact that they're willing to share their concerns shows that I do matter to them at some level, and while I do have more to mull over each time I listen, it's a sacrifice I am willing to make for two main reasons: the first being the knowledge that I might be able to make them feel better, and the second being the ability to express my gratitude for the value they see in our relationship.
Just saying that, you know, I don't mind. I don't mind at all.
Quite tired today so I won't update much on all that transpired. Probably some other day. Just not now.
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~~~*Waited for the Winds at 11.07pm*~~~
Aurinya blogged at 11:07 PM
Roaming the Winds
World of the Wind
Current Music: 町, 时の流れ, 人 - Clannad
Name: Aurinya
Age: 16
School: RI (JC)
Class: 13AO3B l
H2Art
House: Hadley Hullet
CCA: Art Club
Favourite Artists: Fred Sandback l Lucian Freud l Francis Bacon l Van Gogh l Salvador Dali
Favourite Musicians: Joe Hisaishi
Favourite Singers / Bands: Linkin Park l Shinedown l Foo Fighters
Favourite Language(s): English & Japanese
Loves:
Visual Art, music, poetry, dreaming, spirituality, philosophy
Dislikes:
Authoritarianism, stupidity, tedium, meaningless things, busy schedules
A fan of:
Team Fortress 2, Portal 2, George Carlin, Improvaganza
Music of the Time:
1. Take a Walk - Passion Pit
2. I don't Mind - He is We
3. Boats and Birds - Gregory and the Hawk
4. Of Monsters and Men - Little Talks
5. Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
6. Call Me - Shinedown
7. Falling Slowly - Once
8. The Hill - Once
9. It was Love - Dima Bilan
10. Bronte - Gotye
Further Improvement in Art
CG & Draw as well as TF2 Artists
To love
To be loved
Get recognised
Be a happier person
Get closer to nature
Find meaning in life
Survive the School Year
Aurinya (Deviantart)
Az (Deviantart)
Tessa
Lou Shan
Kim Ho
Min Yi
Joan
Kana
Jolyn
Rebekah Lee
Port City
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