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Saturday, September 8, 2012



Something I would like to kill myself over

  I think I've broken my record for the number of hours slept in one go, and even while I'm typing here I still can't believe myself, not to mention I'm incredibly pissed. I was so tired yesterday evening that I nearly fell asleep on the MRT standing and almost missed my stop, and then by the time I got home after math tuition I was feeling all dizzy so I took a nap at around 7.35pm. I set my alarm clock to 8.30pm at the LOUDEST BUZZER VOLUME, thinking that my parents would wake me up at 8.30 in time for dinner.

  But no. I slept all the way, think they tried to wake me up at around 9, but somehow that didn't work, and the second time my dad came in was at 12.16am and he was asking if I wanted to wake up for dinner, but I remember being extremely confused with the time and mumbling incoherently and going all like "nevermind". I think at some point in time I expressed some sort of determination to wake up at 4am today to catch up on the 4 hours wasted sleeping (from 7.30 to 12.30, at the very least), so he helped me set the alarm clock. And then I fell right back into a deep, undisturbed sleep with a very vivid dream about 911, a crashing elevator, a dark forest, school, chinese lessons and maplestory.

  And then the next time I woke up, it was 6.45am and my alarm clock (set at 5am) was beneath my back, and I'm not even going to ask how the hell it got there. I was utterly nonplussed. I've never had such a screwed up sense of time before and I'm still pretty amazed.

  I don't know, I'm probably going to sleep at 4am today or something, so that I can do the work I had planned to do yesterday night but miraculously left behind because I completely lost myself in lala land. Oh, fuck my stupid stupid self.

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~~~*Left with the Winds at 7.05am*~~~


Aurinya blogged at 7:05 AM

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